Unbreakable Friendship.

Hey readers :) loong time no bloogie heh
WEll today i finally burst .. i KAboomed x) heh Had assembly today ..i seriously cant wait for tomorrow! going to have fun! anywayy after assembly i talked to Fara then Eugene popped up thn i screamed and was laughing and then i cried as in seriously cried then Fara left eugene and i to talk.. i cried more while we were talking. I know this might sound weird but i didnt realise that i was crying. I was wonderig why are tears coming out. Soo yeaa I spent the whole day with Fara, Charmaine, ALiya and Mayyin. Natalie and Nina were with the Cyrens (:! GOO CYRENNSS! Fara and others were hanging around school except me cause i was at class. Had lessons :) heh theyh were wondering where i was at. Then at lunch while i was eating i looked at Fara's msgs. Then i was like.. omg. Fara got kinda angry cause its like her privacy. SORRY FARAHH!! TT! when she left i ran to the toilet and i cried again.. cause i read one sms saying something that really hurt me and i also felt bad that i read FAra's msgs.. Soorry again! CHarmaine came and consoled me.. Thanks! love you babe! i think i really cried like how to explain.. just like trmendously cried la lol i think vee vien and hasnul saw.. sheryl too anyway to my surprise Fara bought me a bar of chocolate .. MARS :D she felt bad and sorry cause she shouted at me but you see babe, it was my fault to look at ur msgs and the thing is i wanted to say sorry too xD haha soo like yea no worries!
still love FARAH ILYNA ******* muchies! (; ( i think you would prefer if i left the last name out kan? ) i only cried cause of wat he said not cause u talked to him omg its okay to be curious :D hahaha NVM! TOMORROW WILL TURN OUR LIFE'S UPSIDE DOWN! XD! HEHE GOOD LUCK TO NATALIIE! CHEER YOUR HEART OUT! YOUR THE BESTT CHEER-ER IVE EVER SEEN! GET HYPER AIIGHT! AND NINA FOR DJING! BE LIKE JJ AND RUDY XD! HAHAHAHA CYRENS NEEDS YOU! ILL GET YAWLL SOMETHING FROM CHARITY FIESTA I CAN PROMISE YOU THAT! WOO!
I LOVE F4.. haha FAntastic 4 xD why not Flower 4? XD! .. MY CONFIDENT, INNOCENT, HYPER, BOOTY-LICIOUS GURLS :)
ohh to Nina and natalie : Ill keep you updated next week aiight? you better not think i dont wanna tell or something.

Nothing beats Sushi&aFishSpa.

Wat a wonderful weekend : D heh ill just say wat i wanted to say in Friday.
This was during geo..

i feel so sick.. i have a headache and i feel ike vomiting.. my situation isnt getting right now hasnt gotten better. Last night, while i was doing my maths revision.. i suddenly had a massive headache and i felt soo warm.. i felt like i was going crazy.. i was trying to solve a maths question whish made it worst! it has something to do with him and my family.. i hate that im paying soo much attention to him! i seriously hate it!! my mom left for singapore permanently but she will come back during weeekends.. she always sounds tried whenever she calls and that makes me feel soo sad!! i have a feeling my dad feels lonely and well these days i feel like i have to take up some of my mom's responsibilities since my sister is busy studying. I help my lil bro in his work.. thats okay cause it means more quality time with him.. i also have to buy groceries with my daddy.. thats normal too soo i just have to spend more time with em.. Time management heh but sometimes we dont talk about anything.. i mean i cant tell them im having a breakdown.. my exams are near too and thats even more stressfull i wasted 1 month and 2 weeks thinking about it and im not gonna let it stop me.. either way.. my family and friends have been a huge help. I dont need a guy next to me cause family and friends are forever! no matter how harsh we argue.. Theres always a silly reason to it hehe but either way i love them.. ahh i have geo now i better highlight my colourful book! i highlight alot! i mean ALOT! my sejarah book is the colourfullesteesteesst book! its like highlighting a whole storybook :) its swei's way! as long as i understand! hehe


Saturday

Oh oh the day started well i went to my dad's Nursing home ( he owns it not lives in it ) cause monks were coming to bless us.. hehe one monk gave me a very beautiful orange string he made it look soo beautifulllll : D soo anyway, i got to see Aunty Vicky!! ahh damnn i miss her soo much! ( my ex maid / mother ) After that, i went pavilionn WOSHH! heheheheheh!!!!!! i ate suchi at Kampachi OMG DDAMN FREAKING NICE : D everybody shared everything soo it was gooooood (: i have been eating alot of japanese food and im not fed up~~ haha of course rite? its sushii la deyy! anyway anyway then we went to watch Hancock.. haha i didnt expect it in that manner it was touching =) i <3 WillSmith .. why cant guys be like him? he has a wonderful family now lol! then after that My bro and i went to a FishSpa damnn nice weii! omg omg omg i heart the fish that were sucking my dry skin . eh wait OMG that sounded soo wrong XD hahahahahah anyway i wanted to name one betty and amy for some reeason but there were hundreds of them omg =.= hahaha nyway we got a private room soo we got more fishh hah! cause my mom got angry at the gurl soo we got a private room MOM POWER WEII! hahahaha oh oh and i bought a book too its called " The pact " " your son says they both meant to die but he lived. What would you do? " muahahaha XD At night i went to my Uncle's house cause my grandfather was cooking ( i loveeee his foood!!!!! ) soo like it was the happiest family day ever
Not only did i spend time with my own family i spent time with my relatives also : ) and everything went well! hehe
Chee&Teh family power!!!
whoah its like Cheetah >< ahhahaha
omg hyper nyaaa! haha anyway here are some pics :) OHHH AND MY AUNTY AND I PLAN TO GO TO FISH SPAA AGAIN AND THIS TIME THE WHOLE BODY! HAHAHAHA AFTER EXAMS THAT IS IF ONLY I GOT TO SPEND THIS AMOUNT OF TIME WITH MY GURLS HEH!

Confessions of a BrokenHeart.

Im swei. Im a bad gurlfren. I merajuk :) thats why my boyfriends broke up with me.. i annoy them. No im not scared to say this. Why? cause i dont expect to have another guy in my life.. i was played 2 times.. i was heartbroken i made 4 mistakes but when it came to the last one i thought i actually did something right but i ended up in the same path. I did try to change.. but i was scared.. paranoid.. well if u knw wat has happen this pass few momnths than ull know why. The worst thing is i actually thought he understood.. i know he tried to but i guess he held on loong enough and now time time to let go. I did almost everything to get him back but he doesnt want me nymore. My friends kept me going on. Love them soo much! but now.. not many people are telling me nything. I dont even know whether im a good friend anymore. I stop expressing everything cause i wanted to be strong so i just give advices to my friends. But its naive to not express ur feelings. If its all bottled up inside.. Whats the use of that? Im not ready to say anything yet but i will one day. But right now i gotta stay strong for my friends :) might sound abit cocky but i rather solve theirs than mine.. I like seeing other people happy. I dont come first in my life. If u think im lack of attention. That doesnt really matter to me.. the smallest thing can make me happy. I dont need anything big like other people. You can give me a tiny chocolate and ill smile.