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A new start! ( What's new? )

2011-12-26T04:21:00.000-08:00

Hey there guys!

So recently it has occurred to me that my english is really.. really terrible. Okay, if you were to compare me with a normal asian kid, perhaps not. However, small grammatical mistakes and even making full sentences seem hard for me now. I'm not exaggerating, I really am that bad so I thought what better way to improve my writing but by writing more posts? Okay, this isn't the only reason why I'm starting to blog again. I've been pretty insecure and emotional lately. I got to admit I've always been this kind of person and I express myself the best by writing so why not write? At first, I wanted to start another blog since there are people who know and read this blog but I shouldn't be hiding ( It's also troublesome creating another blog ) what I feel and who I am ( Yeah, I know crap you hear nowadays)

So cheers to a new start :D I took down my Bloghop, Rants & Friendster links cause no one around me blogs now and what's a start without changes?

So here it goes!
From now on, random posts about random things :)
<3

Unbelievable it is :)

2011-09-30T08:36:00.000-07:00

Eyhoo!

Yes, it has been a long time. I think this is my 238979382 time saying that. I always found it cool how you could type a bunch of numbers just to exaggerate it. My mom recently made a website of her own and she constantly checks her stats and I was thinking "Hey, why now check yours?" & unbelievably enough, I got 2,803 views since I started and I'm thrilled! I mean it's not a whole lot compared to those who have a thousand, million a day but I'm glad I have readers :')
According to my stats, I have already had 889 Singaporean viewers, 671 Malaysians & 335 Americans! I hope I'm reading this correctly but if I'm not, don't tell me! I'll live in denial for awhile!

Thank you so much for visiting my blog. Even if it was by accident and my blog annoyed for some reason cause Google didn't take you to where you wanted to be but hey, still, thank you :)

Well, IGCSE is starting soon. I'm gonna hit the books now cause tonight, feels like a late night. I don't wanna waste any more time. Just a month more of exams and we're finished so I'm gonna do my very best while I can! That might include skipping school but hey, that'll be my secret :3

Until then, see you! I'll prolly blog more cause of exams ;)
Needa let go of my stress somewhere!

Nap Dream (:

2011-06-19T14:44:00.000-07:00

Another dream about superpowers :) X-menish this time. These are the kind of dreams I want to have everyday.

Here's how it went..

Mystique captured a young girl and I. She gave the young girl an injection and I was forced to inject myself too. After that we went out of the car for some reason and she left us there. Suddenly, hungry looking mutant started chasing us from across the road and from the sky. The young girl and I knew we were going to die so we just jumped into the jungle. After running for a while, our hearts beating so hard as we were nearing our deaths, we suddenly flew. Yes, we got wings. You don't know how ecstatic we were. Not only did we have wings and we could fly, we could avoid the mutants on land but there were still two mutants following us. Twin mutants, green & pink. I grabbed the young girl and swung her to the mutants, she tried to kick them but the green mutant just grabbed her whole body so I snatched her back and thought of another plan.

Poof. Suddenly, we were walking in the jungle, walking behind them & they thought of us as guests. There was this guy who I felt was always there. I knew him, I think I was in love with him in this dream.

Because of the injection, the young girl and I had changed our powers. Initially, I had a different power, I could control stuff or something like that. It was vague to me but I knew I had a different power and so did she. My body wasn't used to the injection and I felt weak, really weak. While everyone was having a feast, I was walking to the table and suddenly, I fell.. I couldn't walk anymore. That guy rushed over to me. As he did that someone shouted "SIR?!" He took me to the village doctor. At least that's what I think he did as I woke up with a woman chanting gibberish. I felt really dizzy.

Here comes the nonsensical part. Because of the injection and the doctor trying to heal me.. it made me hallucinate. You see the village had a lot of cockroaches. When I saw a cockroach on the wall, it jumped on me but I found out that was me hallucinating, it was actually still on the wall. The guy was quite worried but in the end, I didn't want people thinking I was crazy so I dealt with my hallucination. It got all better. Even though I was bummed out, I lost my original powers. I wanted to try my new ones so there was this ritual or festival actually that was mandatory for the guys. They had to collect as many cockroaches as they can. They could form a team whether it included girls or not, didn't matter. The villagers were all mutants so they had different powers. I, on the other hand, didn't wanna take part in this festival at all so I decided to fly around the jungle.

Poof. I was back at home in Malaysia but the festival was still on. My family was part of it too, everyone I knew was. My brother and his friends were all in their cars getting ready to head out to the jungle. May yin was in this dream too. Not only her, my family, extended family, Daniel & Vincent as well HAHA. Anyway, I showed Daniel & Vincent my new powers and they were confused cause they knew I had another type of power. I asked May Yin if she wanted to have a view of the jungle from the sky and she obviously agreed.

Poof. Change of scene. AGAIN. I was carrying Cammyn to our family table to eat as the youngies & oldies sat there while waiting for the guys of the house to finish the festival. I put Cammyn on a chair and saw this big mosquito sucking something on our vegetable. I flicked it away but it still came back. I got fed up and squashed it.

I woke up.
I was really looking forward to taking May Yin to the jungle as I really wanted to fly badly.

My imagination is wild.

<3

Happy Father's Day to my one and only dad (:

2011-06-19T08:54:00.000-07:00

Dear daddy,

I bet you weren't expecting this ;) Ever since I opened my eyes to this world, you've taken great care of me until now, of all of us for that fact. I know while growing up, I've disappointed you and mummy many times & I'm really sorry about that. I'm sure I'll learn from my mistakes sooner or later. Being the only child who was given the chance to study overseas, you & mummy have used a lot of money on me. Just know, I AM very very grateful, grateful for what you've been doing for me all this while. I promise to grow up to be the mature woman you and mummy have planned for me to become. Yes, there will be a few bumps up ahead but what is life without a few distractions? It's how I'll handle those distractions that will make me stronger. I know you will be there supporting me all the way while guiding me to the right path.

I've been a happy girl since 1994 (:
Thank you so much. I'm lucky to have a father such as yourself. I couldn't & wouldn't ask for another. I would never replace this family :')
Love you, daddy!

Teaching me how to balance myself!
Cutting my food for me :')

Ah Kong & Ah Ma who brought you up to the man you are today!

From your little princess,

Ps: This blogpost does not summarise all my love but just 1/91924798365987098e09709 part of it :'D

Alien Eye & Hotel Pen.

2011-06-18T22:18:00.000-07:00

This is going to be a short post.
Because of my itchy hands, I rubbed my eyes and BOOOOM!
ALIEN EYEEE.

It freaked me out at first then I thought about it. Alien eye .. alien .. supernatural .. superpowers .. telekinesis .. COOOOL! HAHAHAH :3 X-men, justice league + any type of super hero show fan here. Don't judge me :)

&&

Sitting down, looking at my books with my messy hair. I took my pen and tied a bun with it.
BOOOOM!

I guess I did learn something from just sitting down.

Credits to May Yin's camera for the Pen pics :)
She left her camera in my bag and I've been camwhoring ever since!
Lookie!

Other pics are in my camwhore album (:
I'mma leave & start on my Father's Day post!

Caos!

Srong's & Chein Wee's Birthday Celebration (:

2011-06-18T22:16:00.000-07:00

Heyyo (:

Yesterday, I finally got to get out of the house. Okay, that's not entirely true as I went to San Francisco Steak House for my brother's family (excluding mom & jie) birthday celebration.
Here are some of the pictures (: !

Preview of the food (: :

Okay, that's all the food. Cause I figured even if you go to my facebook and aren't my friend, you wouldn't be able to see it. I guess it attracts people to add me but if you and I have no mutual friends, there's no point really so yeah!

More pictures here!

Srong's Birthday 2011 (:

& so I continue..
Yesterday, I left around 12ish to AC to meet the girls (: It was good seeing them again. The usual hugs and screams hahah! but it was normal this time. We know we miss each other but we don't express it as much. It's growing on us, really :') But I really do miss them so much! I didn't know I was so outdated but hey, everyone has gotten hold of their lives now. Philippe & I realised this :)

Starbucks with em! Had a Chocolate Chip Frap. Tall :) I'm so used to singapore dollars that when it came out as Rm14. I was shocked. The numbers were too big!

After they left, Farah and I headed to Mcds to get some lunch. We walked back to SriKL and ate at the canteen :D Passed by Ian otw and he looked at us weirdly when we were bringing Mcds back to school to eat :/ I miss my school, can't help it! After talking, eating, Farah staring at a cute boy., Jing Her came to pick me up and we headed to his. Clarence was already at his :D

Cause we were so lifeless, we played fruit ninja (multiplayer) and see who won. Jing Her won me 4 times. I had to do the following "Drink crushed Ferreros + 100 Plus." , "Eat a Ferrero while drinking 100 plus." , "Eat Ferrero then drink 100 plus + chilli." , "Eat a teaspoon of Chilli." I have to admit it was fun cause it just made the day exciting HAHA! I will win him one day!

& we headed to ______ to pick Natalie & May Yin up then Puchong we went!
At Shabu Shabu,

Happy Birthday, Chein Wee :D! Thanks for paying. Really loved the food :') I didn't finish my food cause of the camwhoring but it's okay I ate two desserts HO. HO. HO!

And headed to Dj Jingstar's disco room (:!

Okay, it wasn't that boring, there were cool lights! but I only learned how to take a picture with that cool lights after the party so my flash did this as it was too dark. It was a chill night :) Nothing wild. May Yin, Nina, Natalie & I lesbo-ed like hell! HAAHHA It wasn't planned, it just happened ;)! We even played basketball :3!

More pictures here!
Chein Wee's Birthday Celebration (:

And we have reached the end of this blogpost, Derrick sent me home. We had a good talk otw as always (: He's getting buffer as we speak (LOL no, really. He's at the gym now HAHAHA)

As usual, it was the company that made the night great :) You could give me good music, drinks, food, a basketball hoop but it would never be the same without them. I love how we've sticked to each other for about 11 years? & that I'm still included even though I don't study in SriKL no more :')

Byebyes!

Happy Birthday, bro (:

2011-06-16T08:38:00.000-07:00

Hey there (:

I just suddenly had the urge to post something up. I'm in Malaysia right now. It's been about a month since I came back home and I'm enjoying every bit of it. I've not left the house once though but today, my dog, Donut actually came to me and I touched it for the first time. She has always been scared of me ever since we got her and since I'm never home, I never got the chance to connect with the poor thing but today, we finally got to know each other :) Makes me miss Max, Sherry, Pirate & Cheesecake. Donut is so lonely right now but I'll try my best to spend as much time as I can with her within this two weeks :)

It's 11:43pm, I'm taking a break from studying. I've been studying rather hard nowadays. I hope it all pays off. Studying is one thing but applying it is another so here comes another hectic 2 weeks before pre lims. Tomorrow, 16th June would be my big brother's 20th birthday (: I was going to make him a card but since I lack colour papers and left all my colour pens in Singapore. Also, knowing my brother, he would lose it so I decided to dedicate this blogpost to him.

Dear kor,

Since young, we've always been very close. You thought me to watch TV 24/7, fought with me for the remote control with Jie & Han of course, thought me how to kill tadpoles by squeezing them & also how to catch frogs. Our fighting games on the bed were the scariest, where the person who falls off the bed loses. You had the upper hand of course until I tickle you Ho. Ho. Ho :D There's a bid advantage not being ticklish ;D You also thought me how to be a goal keeper when you were still into soccer. I never could catch any of them though since you kicked too hard!

Your bad deeds thought me how to be a good girl cause I learned from them instead of follow them well, most of them anyway. If I didn't have an elder brother, I wouldn't be able to click so well with my friends today especially the guys. I never fail to be interested in what you do for whatever reason. You made me the person I am today and I really thank you for that. I'm glad I'm not a girly girl who cares all about looks and so forth, it was the experience that counts, Jie jie was the best example, I don't know how she did it without having a big brother but I guess our family is just based like that.

Nyway, I know we grew apart when we hit primary school. We hung out with different people and our age gap was kinda big. I understand then was the time people found their younger siblings annoying so I got it :) but when we both hit the teens, we were able to talk like adults and about anything really. I could tell you everything cause you understood. I didn't have to keep secrets and I couldn't cause you would know anyway. I didn't have to feel like you had high expectations cause you know we all make mistakes in life. Besides I basically know what you go through too :)

Now that we're apart as I'm living in Singapore and you're here. We don't talk much but I don't feel like I'm missing out on anything. We always tend to catch up during our car rides.

So thank you for always being there for me <3 I know you might not show it but you are a protective brother and you do care a lot and I appreciate it all. We all do. You grew up and are pursuing your dream now. I wish you all the best. Know that even though I'm younger, I'll always be here to help you in whatever :)
Love you!
20 years & counting!

Ps: Sorry I didn't get you anything :( You still have to tell me what you want :) Nothing more than Rm200 please :)!

Here are some of your childhood photos :) Explains why I have the photo albums heh!

CAOS!

How to cure Insomnia.

2011-05-04T07:58:00.001-07:00

Talk to Shao Wei.

I was thinking about you.

2011-04-09T04:04:00.001-07:00

I'm not a fling girl, I do believe in relationships, I do believe em to last long, I sometimes believe we'll have a chance in marriage.

But even if we didn't last long enough to get married, it's okay cause I'm pretty sure it was still real. This is why I can't not be honest about my feelings. Whatever that comes out of my mouth may hurt but it's the truth. Wouldn't it hurt more if you found out it was a lie? So even if I know I like a guy, if it's not strong enough and I think I'm sending mixed signals, I'll tell him straight on. Why? Cause.. it's the right thing to do. Even if it means he'll leave me and move on and I'm left hanging there still having those feelings, its okay. Cause no one said doing the right thing was going to be painless. It's the right kind of suffering. & I'll move on with my life, he will with his. I may miss you but you got over it so will I.

Tattoo at hand.

2011-03-15T03:33:00.000-07:00

Hey there (:
So I got the urge to blog cause of Astrid really, her comment, I mean :)

Recently, I've been obsessed with tattoos. Okay, I've always been but this time I actually took the initiative to do my own. How? No, I didn't use a marker pen. I actually used my Maybelline eye liner. If I'm not mistaken marker pens are toxic to the skin so I stuck to make up :)

Here's how it went.
I googled "Tattoo tumblr" & I got this :)

I tried to follow the writings and wrote it on my hand.
I know it ain't as nice as the original but I'm working on it, I know what I'm doing wrong now haha

Step 1: Pick a spot for you tattoo.
Step 2: Write it with a thin pen.

Step 3: Put on the first layer of eye liner. (I used gel liner so mine came with a brush)

Step 4: Put on 3 more layers or so. (Up to your skin tone really)

And there you go, your very own tattoo :)
I know some of you may say I'm lifeless but I was just being creative during the holidays ;) & also beats doing homework, no?
I'll perfect a tattoo one day!

Here's another one that I did. Better than the first one really :)
This reminded me of May Yin straightaway heh

& this concludes today's blogpost (:
Noone's gonna read this dead of a blog but who cares?
Caos.

We're in the house!

2011-03-12T21:25:00.001-08:00

Hey there!
It's 1:25pm & everyone has just woken up from their party mood from yesterday (: Well most of them, I still have it on so does Shaza, I'm sure ;)

Yesterday, I headed to Nina's in the afternoon. I always go to hers everytime I come back to Malaysia, it's a must now :) TGSLNM (Thank God She Lives Near Me) HAHAHA So we had our 3 hours worth of talk + Keropok + a Syrup drink to go :) & to spice things up, we were playing Fruit Ninja. Yes, we can multitask heh It was good catching up with you, babe :)

KEROPOK, I hate half container full of it!

Felt like a pilot wearing this (:

This is us before the party, getting ready.

Sexay, no? (:

We left her house around 745pm? Hasnul sent us there, thank you! :) We could hear the bass three levels down, that's how loud the music was, how hardcore the party went & how we party like that ;)
I'll let the pictures tell the story now.

Let me introduce the DJs,
DJ LOO LIK CHUEN.

DJ HOW HAN.

& the BEST DJ of all nights + the host ;)
DJ JINGSTAR!

The MC for almost all parties ;)
& Also, My best friend.
IAN GOH.

& now,
The sexay people that night (:
I knew them for AT LEAST 5 years (:

Boys on the speakers ;D

Lik Chuen just had to, ya know? HAHA

Ian trying to get Sheila to dance. I swear once Sheila dances, the guys will be WOW-ed but she's so shy :(

Loving the lights ;D!

We grind each other like hell for every party ;)

Can you feel the mood?

How can we not be best friends, seriously?

5some ;) Oh, Nina, you've got them working heh!

Spot me? Thanks Ian for the money :)
You made me feel like a hooker alright HAHA

I love this picture, sorry :')
Was sucking on an orange. Thanks Aunty for cutting us fruits, I was starving!

I think Jing Mai is the new Clarence HAHAHA!

DAAAAAAAMNNNNN!

Sorry, why is Sheila always so cute? :/

Ladies in their patterns ;D

Aih, these guys!

FARISSSS!

First picture with them (:

After the party, helping Jing Her clean up :)

All in all it was a fun night (:
Not the most hardcore but I loved it, I was actually awake to appreciate everything. Well everyone who came for the other parties would know what I mean.
Thanks Ko for sending me home & mom for letting me go :)
Caos!
PS: It's too bad Natalie, Farah & May Yin didn't go. Was looking forward to seeing em. Have to definitely see them before I head back :)
Natalie, Jing Her misses you so much!

Just a dream.

2011-02-27T03:23:00.000-08:00

"When you're feeling lost and don't know what to do
Just look and see me calling out to you
And when you're shaking from winter wind upon your face
I'll hurry towards you
I'll warm you up with an embrace"

Serenade - katthegreat19 (:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w0gC6sET090
Love her. She's the reason for my studying during 2009.

I've been updating daily, no? I hope this lasts :)!
Today was a really ordinary sunday, lazy one for that fact. I wanted to invite someone to eat lunch with me at Newton Hawker Centre but I realised I wanted to be alone so I just headed to United Square & bought myself some saba fish :D + apple juice!
That' was my day. Right now, I'm in the toilet. Having a bad tummy ache :/ After this, it's back to work :)

Ever since primary, I've had dry lips. Why? Cause I dislike water. Not as much as I used to but I'm trying to drink more and more. I don't like this lips & it's a huge turn turn turn off even to me hahaha

So priorities to be achieved:

Drink more water to increase metabolism rate & get rid of these dry lips.
150 crunches a night since you cannot lose anymore weight in the gym. (personal reasons)
Get your head out of your ass & start keeping your room clean.
Get good marks for every subject you can!>
Make parents proud (:
Save money so you can go shopping next month!

So I have 6 priorities (: Shall start them now! Except the 150 crunches cause I still feel ill.

Oh, so today I was looking through May Yin's tumblr & I suddenly had this urge to shop. I gotta buy the right clothes so I don't waste any money so it's time to search em up :) I know I'm not some rich ass girl who doesn't have to care so gotta be extra decisive!

I want these!
LOVE.
SW.

We gotta stop thinking once in a while.

2011-02-27T00:10:00.000-08:00

12:10am.

Hey there, non-existent readers. It's morning but I've always treated 12 as a late night. I'm awake doing my Emath believe it or not, I've been at it since 6, though it was an on & off thing. Yesterday was my first saturday without any plans at all. I initially did have some but I got sick and it all came crumbling down. I'm glad it did cause I finally could relax and do what I want to do which is to your surprise, study. I can't sit here and wait to achieve something anymore. I want to get up my ass and do something productive. To get better and better. Some people don't even have to try but I know I have to work hard so I'm going to.

I've been thinking for a few hours now. Not on a particular thing, just thinking, wondering and such. It's just that hour to think about everything. I'm not sad so that's good :)
We, teenagers, sometimes gotta stop thinking too much. Just a phase in life, perhaps?
Whatever it is, I've concluded I might be a bit homesick, just a bit. But who isn't right? Once in a while, we'll miss our lives back home. Nothing to fuss about (:

Also, there are somethings I realise I can't have without jeopardizing something else. It's a hard decision so I'm sticking to the easier one. I'll just leave things as it is. Go with the flow (:

Well I better log off before I start blabbering.
Caos.

The Best Friend Post.

2011-02-26T22:22:00.000-08:00

In my life, so far, I've found the bestest of friends. People who feel my pain when I'm hurt whether they've been through it or not, people who care even if they have their own shit to go through, people who will never hesitate to help, people who can tell you you're wrong, people who are just the best damn thing to me.

Initially, I wanted to write a blog post about how my life didn't go the way it was suppose to then I thought about the people who stayed in my life needless of what was happening.

In my life, I've gone through many friendships, some that lasted three years and I got backstabbed, left alone on the fourth year, some that lasted 2 years and I got called a "bitch" because of all the boy candy I was dating, some that just had an ulterior motive, some that were unexpected but randomly we became best friends anyway. You see even after all these happened, believe it or not, I've forgiven all of them and right now, I can name at least 2 names from those categories who are still my best friends. Of course the others are just merely my friends now but at least I'm over what they did to me :)

In malaysia, I've been studying with the same batch since std 1, some newbies came in and made it interesting of course (: we have all been through almost everything together cause we do almost everything together. There were some who went out of the box.. whether it was their first drink, their first cig, their first time doing anything illegal at all, we all still stood by each other without any judgement. Okay, maybe no judgement is exaggerating, there was judgement but in the end, we lived with it cause we know there's nothing we can do about it. Besides, what are friends for in these situations? When you're up, your friends know who you are but when you're down, you know who your friends are :)

I was a good girl in Malaysia so I practically the girl who sat and kept listening to people's stories. I learned from their regrets, misery, happiness and everything, ya know? Even without experiencing it, I learned from them. I told myself not to go through the same things. But we all knew, even I did that I had to go through some of those shit whether I wanted to or not :) It was just wishful thinking coming from my part.

When I started living in Singapore, I didn't know what to expect. I told myself "There's no way you can find friends you already have back in Malaysia so just wing it." but I was wrong, really wrong. I did find those friends. Friends who were different. I was exposed to different kinds of people. Hell, I have a best friend who is a complete opposite from me and how we've maintained our friendship? We don't even know. From here, I became more outgoing, I did stuff I never thought I would do. I can't say I'm proud of all of them but I've learned from some of them.

I have the best of both worlds, really do. I'm grateful I was blessed with these friends :) Through thick and thin, I can depend on them and they know they can depend on me too. Nothing can express the way I feel for them so cheers guys, I love you.

SW.

I wait for that day.

2010-08-12T05:53:00.000-07:00

I've not blogged in ages & neither has every else so I have no idea where to start so I'll just take it like I've updated you guys before this and continue with today's post.

As most of you don't know, Singapore's National Day lasts like 3 days? so I had holidays till yesterday. Ya know, Thursday doesn't seem all that tiring now. I literally spent 10 hours in school today due to chem remedial. Funny thing is, I downloaded all the moodle worksheet and did all of them except this particular one and it was the one teacher wanted to discuss! so I quickly did it during lunch :) Chem remedial was not as fun as the others but it was full of laughter.. for Mdm Ong HAHA

I've decided to buckle down cause my marks are oh-so-not-satisfying :/ ! It's about time anyway haha I have to restrain myself from going out. I don't know how long that'll last but it ain't that hard. Not like I'm some hardcore shopaholic.

Moving on..

Here you go;

They say a picture speaks a thousand words. If so, my facebook is filled with 129369378 dictionaries : )

Despicable Us!

When I was alone in Singapore, Nhung kept me company & we went out to watch Despicable Me!

The Dailies!

The Junk Prefects / Wee-fects went to the orphanage to send the donated food :) I was looking forward to seeing the kids but they had school :/ We were pretty bummed.

My awesome friends :D

My awesome friends ;D II

Shao Wei ;D

SWEI.

National Day, Yeah right.

During the National Holidays, went back to Malaysia! Celebrated Nina's Surprise 16th Birthday Party! I surprised her alright! HEH! She didn't know I was coming back cause I told her I had my pe service project :) (she had no idea what that was)

The other few days, I spent with my family & went to SriKL again : )

I'm glad people have said I got thinner. You do not know how satisfying that is! I was ECSTATIC!

I can't wait to see them again next month.

Next week, Qi Hui & I are going out :D!

CAOS.

I have no time for you now.

2010-08-11T07:53:00.000-07:00

People don't really say that to other people cause they don't wanna give them the "wrong impression" No, they just ignore their questions or greetings. There are the sneaky ones that talk to you half heartedly then blows you off at the end.

Why worry about wrong impressions when you're already giving it subconsciously. Please, don't bother. If you don't have time for that person, tell him/her straight. No one likes to be lead on cause maybe you didn't know but no one cares anymore, they only care when that person is special to them.

But think about this too, "If I can live with your shit, why can't you live with mine?"

***

You made a promise. Why didn't you keep it? Do you find me inconvenient?

You didn't keep your word.

I went through a whole lot but hey, I don't need you anymore. I can colour my own world now.

So please go cause..

She bypassed this selfish being. Look at her now, she's so much stronger :)

What about you?

Your life ain't based on one life. There's a bigger world out there that you don't know about. Don't stop trying.

SW.

Friendship might begin by getting picked,..

2010-06-21T21:29:00.000-07:00

..but I don't think you can stop picking for yourself either. But in order to choose, there are things you need to know and in order to get picked, you need them to know certain things.

eyhoo(:

Holidays have not been productive at all. Knowledge wise I mean. I've been going out a looot!

I live in Singapore, I can't help it ;)

Nyway! This is how I'm gonna explain my holidays!

*Press to enlarge

1st week, 31st May - 8 June! - Junghee & Ruisi come to Malaysia!

Yeap! Our long awaited holiday in Malaysia :D I must say I don't think I gave them a good impression on the first day. I was so tired but everything worked out fine during the week. We shopped non stop. I mean *They shopped non stop haha especially Ruisi ;)! Not to mention we each got a tattoo!

Both of them kept going back to Forever 21 no matter which shopping mall we went to. Funny girls! BUT! they did get something from Kitschen ;) I got a top from there too. Both of em bought the same dress but with different colours, Junghee's, green & Ruisi's, pink : )

After that we just slacked off at home. I'm glad they like my maid's cooking haha

I won't explain it in detail cause I've got lots more to update you on!

They wouldn't stop spamming my camera, photobooth & iPhone camera so it added up to a thousand photos! Well 600 on Facebook. I didn't upload the rest.

Facebook:

BubbleLove

BubbleLoveII

BubbleLoveIII

2nd week, 10 - 13 June! - Nina & Nat come to Singapore!

Yeahp! My lovelies decided to surprise me but they couldn't get my Mom's number so Nina's mom thought about telling me first haha :D!

I was so excited! You should ask Ruisi & Junghee on how I reacted haha!

We shopped till we dropped + Nick came along and shopped too! Quite cool quite cool ;)

I brought the girls along to the places I knew which were seriously very limited. I've not been here long enough but I'll discover more and more along the years : )

Wanted to get neoprints but Farah couldn't make it so I'm saving it for later.

I was soo soo wrong when I told Nina S$300 was enough :/ I didn't know she was getting things for her family. I'm sorry!! next time, eh? forever 21

I think the best memory was when we were swimming HAHA! we were too hyper seriously! I'm surprised none of my neighbours complained! I'm glad they didn't cause I live there. Won't wanna live with that humiliation for 2 years.

I'm sure all of em had a great time :)

Please come back soon! & bring lots lots lots of money!

Facebook:

Juuune!

N.S.N (Never Say Never)

From Nina's:

chinggapulla!

From Nat's:

Natalie Shao Wei Nina aka Never Say Never (NSN)

3rd week, 12 - 19 June, Han & Dad come to Singapore, Mayyin & the gang come to Singapore!

See how fun my life is? haha! Han & Dad stayed for a week :D So it was a real family holiday but without Ko & Jie :/ but it's okay! At the end of the year, Teh Family

I was suppose to meet up with May yin & all but they didn't have time so yea haha It's aight : ) Luckily, dad & han came or else I would have stayed in Singapore alone during the day :/

I got sooo much closer to Han. I became more "patient" Trying to be a good sister. I scold him too much. Gotta change that.

On wed, was our family outing! Mom took the day off :)

Our initial plan was to go to the science centre then to East Coast park for some couple cycling but we were so in trance with the cool things in the science centre that we decided to skip East Coast : ) That was the same day Orchard got flooded so you can imagine how wet East Coast park would have been too haha

I might sound like some dork, but I like science centres especially when it's with family.

Facebook:

Juuune!

&& so right now, I'm in Malaysia : D

Went out with Philippe two days ago. That bugga is finally back from Australia :)

I really wanted to watch Toy Story 3 so we met up at school.

I was so happy seeing the babes & guys again :') I really miss srikl. One day, I'll wear the uniform and go in haha! Which class should I attack?

We didn't watch TS3 in the end cause Phil kept on saying "It's just 12:40 laa!" (The movie was at 1:20 ==) We delayed, it rained, we watched karate kid cause I've already watched it so I won't be at loss if we missed the opening but no, it was still the ads. Meaning we could have watched TS3 without missing the opening. Wth?

Another day then (:

Bubbface.

I'll be going now!

Desperate Housewives await!

I finally blogged, Dulcena!

Chaomapow!

It makes life juicier but drinking the same juice all over again will make you want to puke.

2010-05-27T02:11:00.000-07:00

Oh yes, I've not blogged in ages.

A lot happened this passed few months. Good & bad. More of good though.

I don't feel so bad for not blogging cause I updated my diary. I think it's safe to say my diary is a damn fun one to read ;D I would take pictures for you guys but its a DIARY. I have to admit even in my diary I don' write bad stuff cause I don't wanna jinx it or make myself feel like a bad person no matter if I really am or not. I know I'm not but a girl can get angry.

This post isn't dedicated to any day. Just writing whatever that comes to mind.

Nhung asked me the other day

Nhung: "Do you prefer living here or Malaysia?"

I answered, "Malaysia of course!" *after some thinking* "No, I take that back. For now, I like it here. Too much drama over there."

She told me she enjoyed drama. I told her "not if it repeats itself" I don't mind drama. It makes life juicier but drinking the same juice all over again will make you want to puke.

I was looking through some blogs the other day. I remember disliking entering blogs that have music in em. I might enjoy that particular song but I hate it when it pauses every time. A real turn off for me when I visit it :/

Farah and I skyped yesterday. We talked the talk (: I opened a hell lot and so did she. I don't feel anything when I'm straightforward anymore. It's scary cause you don't know if you're hurting that person. So whenever I'm gonna be straightforward, I'll make sure he/she is ready. Guys are fine, they rather not have girls fidget haha

I remember hearing this once "All women become like their mothers. That is their tragedy. No man does. That's his." I, personally, don't get it at all haha but it's cool ;D

Today is an all slack day. All I did was play Chop Chop Runner, washed the dishes and vacuumed the floor. Either than that, its all computer computer tv computer.

Ruisi and I skyped today. I needed to talk to someone cause I was annoyed by some ____ so she just listened and ate while watching Fairy odd parents. Can't remember the last time I tuned into to that channel. I woke up early to watch House of Mouse but fell asleep after 5 minutes heh

Canceled my dental app. as I do not have any money for a taxi.

Going out tomorrow :D

Chaomapow!

Ps: Yesterday was my last day of school. (:

iPhone pics + Edits .

2010-03-09T03:34:00.000-08:00

eyhoo!

Been so into editing pictures nowadays. I started a "travel diary" on my iPhone and it's working perfectly well. I've been updating. Not gonna put all those emotional drama here :D

I took random photos today for the diary! Those, I will share (:

Tania shared this with me :)

Hwui Khim! PSSSST! She was so hyper during Amath today. Reminded me of me in SriKL :D!

Clifford! Laughing at me for failing ==!
Cliona the netball capitain :D, Yi Chieh the girl who is terribly good in netball but doesn't join it :(! Shao Wei the one that can't play well haha!
Clarice hugging Nicole :) Me being a busybody! haha
Qi Hui was playing Restaurant City during Emath :)
Nhung tagged along to the mrt with me. She gave up when we reached Queenstown which is one stop away from my school ==! She gave up so fast haha!
I would ask you to visit my blog but you're already here!

Chaomapow! :)

2010-03-07T05:05:00.001-08:00

Currently drinking..

& Skyping with Yoke Shan :)

Do visit her blog!

2010-03-07T01:45:00.000-08:00

Currently eating..

Slacking with chocolate.

2010-03-07T00:16:00.000-08:00

Kinder Maxi Chocolate :)

The milky sweetness!
I feel like advertising again :/ ngeh! but mom's got my iPhone and I can't connect my camera to the comp without the connector. Bummer. Some other day, maybe?

Dad and Han left for M'sia this afternoon. Saw them off at City Hall (after we ate at Din Tai Fung) while mom was otw looking for property. Can't wait to see them again next week :D! A week's vacation in Malaysia. Nothing says better than that! HAHA! Too bad Jung Hee can't meet me up in KL (She's going to Phuket!) I doubt the others will come to Malaysia nyway haha Have to meet up with the girls! Got a lot to catch up on. Drama drama drama.. My life's a parade ;D

I don't know why but there isn't any h/w this weekend.

I better be right or teachers are gonna kill me. I ain't ending my week like that.

I don't wanna bore this post. Better go and slack now!

Here's a perfectly low quality picture of Kinder Maxi Chocolate!

Using my Webcam + some editing! (I almost never edit my photos so it's a treat ;D)

Chaomapow!

To be grateful for what you have.

2010-03-05T23:23:00.000-08:00

Found out even ACSI teachers stalk students by reading their blogs. Privacy much? Haha well no problem there, who would talk abt their teachers in their blogs nyway. That's stupid :/ haha

Currently laying on my ass on the floor. My fats and gravity are working together to pull me down haha :) had an awesome BBQ in carey's house :D mom's celebration party! The food was awesooome to the max and it just kept coming and coming. I got full fast but the sparkling juice helped. I'm a fifteen going on sixteen year old drinking sparkling juice ;D jolly! Haha credits to Chef Von. He really showed us something :DDD! Oh damn battery's low!

Gtg!
Uploading the photos later! Till then, go to my facebook and check my mobile pics!
Chaomapow!

Founder's Day.

2010-03-01T05:04:00.000-08:00

I know perfectly well how long I've lagged :)

I had this sudden urge to photoshop my pics but I don't have photoshop. Yes, swt-ness! So then I decided to photoshop with my iPhone. Then I got lazy to connect my phone to my computer and now, I shall just stick with the originals. Nothing better than the originals right? Not like I have hideous people around me anyway. Pure beauties (:

Today, 1st of March! The day ACS was found! It is the 124th anniversary, 125th anniversary for the methodist church and 6th year anniversary for ACS International ;D! Triple BOOM!

It was an alright ceremony. Felt so patriotic when they showed the Malaysian flag haha

Nyway, decided to camwhore with the formal wear since I fell in like with it :D It looks sweet but no one will deny it, It's EFF hot haha!

Gonna post some pics.

What a great weekend.

2010-02-06T22:51:00.001-08:00

Hey guys : ) Family and I woke up early to head to Chinatown. We had Dim Sum at Yum Cha! The old Chinese tradition every morning haha! I ordered egg tarts cause it reminded me of my sister ;) and then shopping! I love CNY shopping. All those Feng Shui : )
I took photos again!
Not my best as always but I'm trying to get used to it :) here it goes!

I keep closing my eyes x)

He's so cute. He asked me to take a picture of him pretending he was falling :D
Shao Wei vs. Sheng Han! Whose eyes are bigger? Don't forget that I'm bigger and obviously fatter. And! we have different eye shapes! x)

Dad so semangat-ish!

Valentines (:

Dad and Han went back today.

I had a great weekend :)

I can't wait for CNY!

Caos!

Mom ;) *updated.

2010-02-06T06:26:00.001-08:00

Today is my moooom's birthday :) Happy Birthday, Mom! How old is she? Well I ain't gonna tell you ;) Don't wanna be rude. Gonna make it short! Family and I went to Bugis for CNY stuff, left for Robinsons and Dad got his CNY clothes while mom said to me "You get clothes the whole year round so you don't need em" ahahah! so true : D! I ain't complaining. I started camwhoring with my iPhone and I S-U-C-K~! You can see the results yourself :) It either ended up blur or I missed myself in the picture haaa!

Dear Han and I :)

Found my mom?
The family without jie&Ko.
I love mom : D!
Valentines week is gonna be depressing for me :' (!
Camwhored in the toy store ;P

I love~

Nice, no? I would buy it but I'm too old :(!

Hahah poser much?! xD!

It makes heaven look like hell :)
Lovey Dovey, no? ;D
My awesome lil brother~
Yeap and we ended our trip! I have pics of my mom's cake and dinner but I brought the wrong camera connector. Post it up as soon as I get? Aight? haha ;)

She's annoying but I love her.

2010-02-01T22:57:00.001-08:00

- Got that sentence from Nicole talking about Joanna.

Hey peeps :) Sorry I've not been updating. Been busy with work and going out.

Am here at EngLit with Nicole :) Yes, She's awesome (she told me to type that ;D HAHA!)

We finished our 400 word essay in like 1/2 an hour. And well, what do girls do when they have a computer with a webcam on after they've finished their work? Hmm..

HAHA! You get my drift.

Here you go pics :D! Facebook doesn't work in school so I didn't upload it there yet heh ;)

Li Wen didn't come today cause of her ankle :( so I hanged with Joanna (it was weird to not see her with Nicole o.o), Karen and Nicole came after that (They went to Chinatown with their Chinese class. Damn cool, no? haha! I BOUGHT BA GUA! [nicole again!]) We got closer! ahah As you can see, I'm doing more than alright now. I guess I blend in? Maybe? No? Haha!

Found out that Karen and Jerald are Malaysians! Finally! Someone to hangout with in Malaysia who is from this school : )! Can't wait for New Years! Might meet up with Karen in Ipoh ;D! Ipoh Maaali!

Gtg.

Next class is starting.

Gotta move out of here!

Caos!

TTYL.

twoisbetterthanone.

2010-01-27T05:51:00.000-08:00

During my free 2 periods.

Currently at school and I feel so at home : )! Might even fall asleep. Managed to get my BM teacher's keys to the room so I can hangout here instead of the library. I was having trouble with opening the door and I think the other class was looking at my shit come out already! face to the key haha!

Gonna do some add maths since I have the time : )! Coming back to M'sia this friday! I wanna go ouuuut! Heh! Have not ridden in a car in suuuuch a long time! Haha getting my Iphone today! Cool or waat? Ahaha! So I might get Twitter :D! heh!

Finally went with my classic high school hair with a pinch of style in it :D!

Lookie lookie!

Well since I have a side fringe, it's bound to come down heh

Today we have a Pinata Pinch, Pinata Punch! thingy ;)! the Student Council organised. Still not sure if I should go but mom said I should sooo maaybe haha I told Daffy I would though :/!

Yeap! That is what I wrote :)

And no in the end, I didn't get my Iphone cause mom was busy so I'm getting it tomorrow!

I went for the Pinata thing! Haha ate and chatted for awhile then left. I didn't feel well and also was so tired. Didn't get to hit the Pinata but I don't regret it :)! Was having a stomachache :/!

Going for boyslikegirls tomorrow! with Carey and her 2 friends ;D!

Gtg.

Caos!

Carey&Swei :)

2010-01-23T20:28:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps : )!

Carey stayed over yesterday if you didn't know but you should've known cause I posted up 5 status-es and about I don't know how many photos ;D!

Photos on Facebook! :

Carry&Sway.

She rocks my worlds la! I can be so hyper without worrying abt someone judging me haha! Just like with my friends (:! I'll summaries what we did.

Went to novena to tapau sushi for lunch, bought a correction tape, foldable umbrella and coffee bean.
Was on our computers almost the whole day : )! Played thousands of songs! Facebooked and well you know the drill.
Did our homework and studied!
Made our dinner (ABC macaroni with shitake mushrooms, cheese, ham and sauce!) It was delichs!
Made 3 KeeRAaaazzy videos! I would post it up but it's just too crazy! x)
We wanted to eat japanese caramel popcorn while we were studying but we were stuck to computers instead HAHA!
Watched Marley&Me while falling asleep :)

We were basically sitting at the same place the whole day but yet it was extremely fun ;D!

We ate keropok like crazy eventhough both of us are sick! (well basically I did HAHA xD!)

Our sorethroat is killing us now!

Today, since mom ain't here.. I'm joining Carey and the family to Orchard. We are goonnaa go SHOOOOPPING! hahaha! I have S$150 to spend : P! I doubt I will though haha!

Carey and I missed the whole morning today. We were tired :/! I better get ready!

Update la'er : D!

I'm baack!

Gonna make it short!

Went to Forever 21 at 313 Somerset (OMG 4 LEVELS OF FOREVER 21 & ZARA TOO *dreaamy, no?*) to look for Carey's nerd glasses! She preferred the ones in Novena though so I'll get em next time heh!

Went to Coffee Bean and ordered two cakes and one Pure Vanilla :' P! Hardly finished my cake. Felt fat after that.

Tried to look for a bus stop that had Carey's bus no. on but noo :/! so I sent her to Kallang by MRT and went back home. Tapau-ed Burger King for dinner.

Gonna sleep now.

Mom is coming back late from the airport.

Nights!

Twist it in the air like a mothertootin helicopter!

2010-01-23T07:55:00.000-08:00

1st Day of School : )!

18 Jan 2010.

Was terribbbbbbllleee! omg!
Okaaay la not sooo terrible. I made friends but I don't hangout with anybody during lunch or break. I was on the verge of crying. The classes are good though. It's cool cause we change classes every period : )!
I really miss srikl : (! But it's just my first day so I shouldn't give up.
♥

19 Jan 2010.

HAHA today was actually quite nice :) Everyone is kind. I'm sorry about the previous email. It wasn't thaaat terrible. I actually made quite a number of friends from each class since we move according to the subjects we take since yesterday. Which i would like to add! is soo cool! we totally have our own timetables.

Do you know they accidently put me in a mandarin class?! OMG I was like NOO! I signed uped for malay! haha so I went to the Malay class and to my surprise only 5 people took it. Get ready to laugh girls! It is primary school Malay. Not to them but to us, Malaysians. I better get an A* omg xD!
So yea I made guy friends over there.

There's also this korean guy sitting behind us who is sooo good in maths. I had to ask him questions haha
And I have a few classes with Nicole and Nghung. We only hang when we have the same classes. I also hangout with others. Some from Vietnam, China and Indonesia.

OH RIGHT! during Bio a vietnamese guy sitting next to me actually asked for my name. I think this proves I'm making progress haha

I didn't make any progress on the friends to hangout with during lunch yet so yeaa. But today I hung with my Taiwanese friend (wenny) and her friends heh

Oh and I found out I was taking 9 subs and asked a teacher if I could drop one cause mom sounded worried when I said I got 9. The convo went like this..

swei: "ummm. Mr praeman! can I drop a subject?"
MP: "Your name"
swei: "Teh Shao Wei.. erm one of the new students"
MP: "oh! what subject do you wanna drop?
swei: "Japanese cause I'm taking 9 subjects right so I wanna drop it"
MP: "Ohh but you did pretty well in your school, right?"
swei: "Erh 6A's our of 7?"
MP: "Yes this school influences strong students to take 9 subjects. Why don't you take 3 sciences? You go home and think about it and tell me during assembly."
swei: "ah okay"

ahaha I was like AWWW hAHA xD Gonna discuss with my mom tonight :)!
Oh which reminds me! I have to bathe now! Meeting mom at city hall!

Tell me how you guys are doing and stuff ! I have yet to receive a single email about your lives !
comeon ♥
That excludes my sister since she can call me with her NEW IPHONE HAHA!

20 Jan 2010.

I have made friends to hangout with!!! hahahahaha! Today at Jap class (which i dropped after btw cause I'm scared I can't cope with all those characters :) so I'm taking 8 subs!) , I build up the courage to ask Qi Hui (a girl whom I met on the first day of school. She has a few same classes as me :D) I sent her a note cause she wasn't sitting next to me and I wrote

Wanna hangout during break?
Yes? No?

And she replied..

Of course :P

Hahaha I think she was just being nice ;D so I thought it wouldn't last long but wtheck atleast I'm not alone for that break and then I met Li Wen omg she's such a sweet girl (a gymnast btw she has freaking 6 packs OMG) so I think we clicked ;D! haha she asked for my number wei to call me out for lunch :' ) but sadly I'm using international roaming so I told her I'll give it to her when I get my phone :)! So yeaa we met for lunch talk talk talk and yeap yeap thats my highlight of the day. The vietnamese girl and I got closer too :D! Oh and the whole school got their locker keys (Its free and 5 times bigger than yours!!) My locker number is 443 ;) but it's filled with junk from last year's students. Cleaning here I come!

I'm also my eng lit rep. ;D! (since yesterday) and my teacher said my drawing was nice (she asked us to read the poem and make a comic strip explaining it. "Marrysong" poem) and showed it to the whole class :D! I think I was born to be a monitress or rep haha!

Yea! haha! I came back a happier girl today!
How you guys doing?
I miss you!
♥
Tell me your highlights aswell!

Yeap! That was my first week! haha

First time in a new school so yeaah!

Nights!

Too tired to fall asleep.

2010-01-22T07:46:00.000-08:00

Hey : ) Yes, I know!

This is the e-mails I've sent to my dearies everyday since the starting of my orientation!

I figure I might aswell put them here too ;)

13 Jan 2010.

Right now, I'm talking to my group (BEEGEES) on msn :D! we were suppose to discuss about our item for the Camp Fire but it backfired hahah
I shall copy and paste on what i said on msn.

i am so Fing tired
*orientation was fun
*but also made me realise how much i miss my friends
*AND ALSO
*after orientation
*the back door of the school was lock so i couldnt take the MRT SO..
*they asked me to take the bus
*which i have no experience in
*so wtv la i just took it .. BUS 48
*then i didnt know where to stop
*so i asked the lady
*and she said i just passed it
*so she dropped me off at the nxt stop
*i walked sooo loong
*and had to ask 5 ppl where to go
*so i went on an mrt
*and walah! im here

I'm so proud of myself. I was nearly going to cry cause I was lost but I didn't (:! I made new friends (Year 5, 6 and 1. None year 3. Cause my group only has 2 year 3's but the other girl didn't give me a good vibe so it's not counted)

Orientation included cheering (diff cool cheers. It was really fun cause their cheers are one of a kind. And they have ALOT of cheers) , we played diff levels of games. (You cannot imagine how creative they are but yea. There is atleast 1 moral to one game. They always ask after every game.), We danced to Lady Gaga - just dance. Its part of my mass dance. We'll be performing it infront of the parents on friday. Its simple and fun. I think it was exciting cause of the semangat we had :) The guys danced too okay!

They are really kind. I miiiight have thought about coming back to srikl but no. Its a new journey and I should live with it!

I'll update you guys soon kay!
I'm gonna sleepover school tmr so yea!
Caos!
Love you!

15 Jan 2010.

Hey babies!

How yawll doing? Good? Great? Extremely bad?
Well tell me about your days, kay! I'm interested. Its quite impossible for me to tell you every detail of my orientation cause I just came back and am sleeeeepy!

Alright!
2nd Day!.

So much more fun! We went straight to Dry Games! omg! Like I said their games are very cool. E.g: They call out our numbers and we run for the powder (see who gets it first) and spray it to the enemy! I was no. 7 :) Playes pictionary, charades and a game which required only 7 feet, 1 butt and 2 hands haha out of 9 ppl! imagine tht! we can't put our other body parts on the floor! (OMG I CANT REMEMBER THATS CAUSE WET GAMES WAS THE BEST)

Wet games! Jun Hung, our CC (Camp Commander) switched on the host and we played OG BOMB (I'll explain this when I see you guys!) Whoever loses, gets extra extra wet! haha! It was refreshing cause we were under the scorching sun :D! (thats where I got my sunburn but I kinda like it! haha)
Also, we played passing the water balloon with rubbish bags, the slide with soap and water.. we had to run up and let our team members pull us up. It was sliiperry but so damn worth it! I didn't manage to cause they kept giving me their legs which was not helpful at all. I really enjoyed falling! HAHA! Was soaking wet then. We also played Dodgeball with water balloons! and played Captain Ball :D!
Yeah that was wet games! that was the best! there were more but I forgot. We took a shower in school after that.

Then there was Night games! It was a Haunted house + Treasure Hunt! In the WHOLE school! imagine that, guys! haha alot of screaming but I didn't xD! the police called cause of the screams HAHA! but yea It was honestly scary :)

Yes yes! then there was the sleepover! haha I didn't bring my sleeping bag cause I left it in malaysia! Lol so my OGL lent it to me and Wenny : )
OH! I didn't tell you who was in my group (BEEGEES) My OGLs are Amanda, Daphne (call her Daffy) and Keiren!
My buddies were Faith, Wenny, Glynnis, Siw En, Marcus, Shrijit, Shaun, Regis and Carl.
Though Marcus M I A -ed for the 2nd and 3rd day haha

3rd Day.
I woke up with a backache :(! ahah! We washed up and headed for Chapel (Assembly) It was technically my first day of school without studies.. just meeting the classmates. I didn't talk to any of them. I was too tired and they didn't seem to bother. I got depressed after that. I found out there's a "bitch" in my class. haha I can handle that I guess :)
Hopefully I'll have the confidence to make more friends.

After that, orientation continued. We practiced our dance to the song Stayin Alive - Beegees for our item for Camp Fire Night. Also, we played the Ultimate Game. It was located outside my school called Holland Village. Its like our AC area but 10 times bigger and more shops. We played treasure hunt. We had to dance our mass dance infront of the road omg! hahah! and also get 15 signatures from different people, make people laugh and more! It was soo tiring but nice : )!

Camp Fire Night started and we performed in the hall! Everyone had their unique performances and for ONCE! I was soo confident and didn't feel a thing except happiness! haha My mom didn't reach in time for my performance but I knew that haha Not a big deal really :) I was soo energetic today! Too bad I have no photos with me. Only with some OGLs and my friends heh!

Had dinner with my group for the last time and went home with mommie: )!
Was glad she came! I missed her! haha

You girls take care of yourself and send me more emails!! I don't care if its one sentence! Just tell me how you're doing!

P.s: I might put this whole email in my blog cause I'm too lazy to write it again. But I'll modify it : )

I love you!

That was the end of my orientation :)

For updates on my 1st week of school. Read the latest post ;)

Arrival of Tears&Joy :)

2010-01-11T22:07:00.000-08:00

*dedicated to everyone.

Hey : )! Today's the day! I'm leaving for Singapore at 6.27pm tonight.

Am at school now in the canteen while everyone is at class :). Just finished meeting everyone. I don't feel sad! I don't know why! but I think I might cry tonight haha Farah wrote me a letter <3!

Thank you seriously for everything you guys have done for me. For the support, love and wildness xP! I don't wanna talk like its the end of the world so I'll make it short. And also, with my powderful words I would surely make someone cry so I'll make it simple x)

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF WHILE IM GONE!

and.. I'LL BE BACK! *terminator style! HAHA*

You better not forget me cause I'll come back from Singapore and bang your head until you remember. I don't care if you get amnesia!

Orientation is tomorrow :D! Nervous nervous! but but! excited excited! Gonna wear my new school uniform. I have not worn another school uniform besides Srikl's so it should be exciting (meaning: I'm gonna camwhore with it!)

I just have to be confident and optimistic. I'll be updating on my blog about wat happens so stay tune :)! Hopefully my ACSI doesn't have anything against people who camwhore because if they do, I'm in biiiig trouble!

Oh heck! I give up! I'm gonna make this post meaningful!

STOP!

Get your popcorn and read!****After your h/w.

1 Gamma 2007 : D

The most mischievous year! HAHA! I met the Foursome there :)! Made loads of craaaaazy people! Got scolded by TONS of teachers! Was this close to getting a 555 book! (Okay maybe Mrs. K was joking!) Met ALOT of guys ;D Had 5 boyfriends : ) Not all at once la! All ended up to be..……! yes ;) Went for surgery! Got judged by people! Washed cars for charity! Performed for Teacher's Day! (25/5/07)

etc.

Nevertheless, Thank you! 2007! You changed me a lot. I did soo many things I never had the confidence to do.

More photos in friendster:

2007 :)

2 Omega 2008 : D

The most independent year! Got separated from the others. Got to be a monitor! I thought it was a bad class but I met another meaning of crazy in those people! They were lame, exciting and LAZY! I decided to study harder this year. To show myself I can do it! and I did! I got 2nd for the Mid term. That was also when my BF of 7 months broke up with me. I was mad but getting 2nd paid off (:! I made whole lots of friends. From the popular group to the chinaapeks! Diff perspectives but without em, Srikl would be BORING! I made 2 new best friends in class this year : Michelle Low and Wong Wai Kay!

I sucked at 400M but I tried! and I also did 4x100M ;D

I'm not saying the others weren't good, they were! but Michelle and Wai Kay were closer than others in class ;D Became addicted to MANGA!

etc.

This year made me realise what I can do :) Wat I'm capable of! I have more confidence in myself and I don't depend on anyone as much anymore! Thank you!

More photos in friendster:

2008 :)

3 Rho 2009 : D

HAHA I don't know watt kind of year was it but it was one hell of a nice one! why? Cause! 2 Omega students were 3 Rho students! AHHA! except for a few people heh I got 1st in class for the first exam! Was terribly happy! I also became the DJ for green house cheerleaders! I didn't do a good job but heck I enjoyed the practices! I joined 3000M wearing LONG pants! It was soo last minute! but i was proud! Who can do 3000m and finish it last la! come on!

Got a new best friend in class that year : Shaun Liew and Ng Kar Kiat. Yes! Met new anime lovers too! and I was the MONITOR AGAIN! haha I joined elocution and spelling bee too! I got a trophy for it :)

AND! 6 A'S! My last Malaysian exam! haha

And I found out that I was given a choice to study at an International school in Singapore.

etc.

Thank you for letting me be in 3 Rho ;) The smartest last class in Srikl! We have our 3 Rho way of studying! Thank You!

I'll end it here.

More pictures in facebook:

Shao Wei's photos.

I had a great time those 3 years. I spend every minute of it with different people. But overtime with the foursome. Without them, I wouldn't be as confident. Thank you for accepting me Nina, Farah and Natalie. I love you guys! May Yin! Our almost 16 years of friendship. I'll see you soon! Yoke Shan! 9 years! + another 10 more years or more! be strong babe! Of course I can't say everyones name now so yea. I'm a very lucky girl. I was blessed with a good family, education, friends and more! Right now, looking infront of me is my school. My 2nd home. Std 1 - form 3. I have so many memories here. I don't regret changing school but Srikl is the best. Whether it's the teachers, students or their shitty bathrooms. I still love em :)

Thank you everyone.

I'm grateful.

For those jerks who think I'm overreacting with this post. Why did you even bother to read it? F you :)
Cao!

My ex boyfriend, Srikl :)

2010-01-11T07:36:00.000-08:00

Hai Hao! Today was a very wonderful day : )

Why? Well in my previous post, I mentioned that I would be going out with Marcus, yes? After I published that post, Slept for 3 hours and Philippe smsed me asking me to go out tomorrow (as in today) I told him I'm going out with my cousin and Natalie after that. SO after all the commotion about going out on the 12th. He asked to join us on the 11th. So thats wat happened :)

I told my dad in the morning to send me there at 1:30 cause I assumed they would be late. But they reached at 12 pulak xD! haha So I followed my dad to the clinic and nursing home. Headed to pyramid. Met Derrick and Philippe. Ate at Bubbagum&Shrimp ;D I learned that Derrick became lame after the trip to Singapore haha

Met Marcus at the entrance. Went to buy our Ice Skating tics. Before entering, we went to the cinema to get 5 tickets for Did you hear about the Morgans? I've not ice skated in a loooong time! but I got used to it after awhile ;) It was fun talking to Marcus the whole time we were skating.

After 1 1/2 hours of skating. We met the girls and cao-ed to Pepper Lunch! It was pretty goood :9! Marcus belanja-ed me. We talked about O-levels and stuff! Marcus left. We chatted for awhile. Ate waffles. Natalie belanja-ed me or her mom did! haha Thank you Nat and Aunty! :' )!

Nat and I talked while the others followed May Yin to get a top. It was a great talk seriously.

Natalie&Swei.
Derrick.
Marcus.
MayYin&Philippe.

Everyone met up! Bought the popcorn and went for the movie. It was a good movie though I couldn't concentrate much since it was veeeeery cold xD!

Shortly after the movie, the guys went off. Then Nat did. Met Aunty for the last time before I leave :)! And May Yin and I talked while she ate her burger king on a bench.

I had a fabulous time, guys! Thank you so much! Today was so so relaxing (;!

Oh and if you are wondering where Nina and Farah were? Well they had homework to do so they couldn't come. I would have told them not to come anyway! Its a Monday night! haha I understand perfectly ; D! No worries, darls!

Thank you May Yin and Natalie for coming : )! Eventhough May Yin.. you sms-ed me at the last minute! but thank you for making it!

I love you girls!

The talk was great!

Sorry if I cause you to not be able to finish your h/w ;(

Thank you Marcus! for coming all the way from Ipoh and also from Australia just to hang with your cousin :D! We had a great chat! I love you, cuz! See you in 4 years? haa!

Thank you Derrick and Philippe! Good luck in your new school! I'll miss you both! Especially your oh so lame jokes ;)

Take care yea! go go ex sriklians! haha!

Thanks, all! It was a great day at Pyramid today.

More photos on facebook!:

Ex Sriklians + an Australian + Sriklians = <3

gtg.

Cao!

You never had a flavour like this :9

2010-01-09T22:01:00.000-08:00

Hey ;D!

Just came back from Ipoh 1 hour ago. Miss my crazy cousins already.

Wat happen in Ipoh? Well, My father's father's brother's daughter or in short my Aunt is getting married so she held a wedding buffet dinner yesterday night (:!

Befooore that!,

I :

- had lunch at the stadium.
- played with Mike Chai (he's a monkey)
- watched Drag Me to Hell (unbelievably lame) with everyone.
- Camwhored and made 4 vids with my cousins. (HAHA! I was superduperextremelytremendouslydefinitely hyper! It has been too long since I've been that hyper :' )!)

After all the laughters, Dad told us to get ready for the party. I think I was underdressed but I liked it :) I realise my hair is extremely long now. New haircut? yes? no? rather not? haaa!

The buffet was not satisfying enough for my tummy and apparently others too so we headed to eat chicken rice ;) I don't know how to spell it in chinese but yea! Ipoh's chicken rice is the best. At home, we watched White Out and Zombieland till 2am. It was because of the atmosphere that made both movies good. I really love Carey, Wei Wei, Jun Jun, Marcus and Kee Shaun la. Their lame to the max seriously haha :)

Marcus is planning to come down KL tmr so I'm gonna go out with 'im! Since well ya know, everyone is in school and I'll be bored at home. So why not before he leaves for Australia? since I can't meet up with him in Singapore cause of my orientation ;(.

More photos on Facebook:

Ipoh :)

Cao(:.

Couples Retreat.

2010-01-05T20:50:00.000-08:00

Watching Couples Retreat ;D!

"How about tipping? Would that be a distraction? I'm kidding you"

"Tipping is not permitted nor is money of any kind. Everything here in Eden.. is free. We do however accept smiles"

If someone said that to me, I would really laugh : )!

I think I'll do Add Math today. Waiting for school to end is really a bore :D! Everyone is in school enjoying life xD

Sis left yesterday for Australia. It was an emotional moment. She told me she wouldn't cry but she did before me. omg! I hugged her soo many times. I was sad she left but happy for her purpose. Mmhmm.. now I'm alone in the room with 2 beds. I miss my sister!! eventhough I'm gonna leave too.

The therapists is pissing em off now. Its getting juicy (:!

Update la'er

I GIVE UP!.

cao.

S K Y - pe : )!

2010-01-04T20:55:00.000-08:00

Watching 2012 now :D

Yes yes. I'm finally watching it. I cried twice.

I was wondering wat would have happened if they met any North Koreans on the way. Would they save em? mm.

Chatting with Wei Wei, Marcus, Carey and Jun Jun on Skype : )

I had a really good chat with mmhmm yesterday :D! Shit everytime I think about it.. I seriously smile. I'm a happy girl seriously =D!

Yoke Shan was telling me she was in Alpha? I mean wth! She got 7 A's! Bloody 7 A's and she was put into a class she didn't sign up for? an IT class?! What is SRIKL doing?! Don't tell me 7 A's isn't enough. OMG. *ending her anger*

Found out from my cousins that my year (Year 3 in International School) are a bunch of delinquents and that all of them hangout in groups. I panicked man. What if I don't fit in? I don't know. I'll just have to be myself. Nothing much they can ask from me.

I better go! Movie is getting interesting ;D!

Swei's smile (:!
Anime smile :D

Caos!

The battle against Boredom continues..

2010-01-04T19:26:00.000-08:00

Everyones at school TT . .

I'm bored, I forgot to eat, I'm tired and I'm bored. Again. Ngeeeeh!

The only people to talk to now are college people but that ship sailed a looong time ago. Besides, their probably sleeping even at this hour. I would be too if my sis didn't wake me up.

Talking to Aaron now :D but that will only take me soo far HAHA!

Might be visiting school at the end of the day to pick my lil bro up. His first day being Std 6 wowowo, no?

Better go! I can feel my boredom affecting this post!

Cao!

I feel lovey dovey today.

2010-01-03T19:48:00.000-08:00

./listening to Chiisana Koi no Uta from Proposal Daisakusen.

Am gonna get my comp todaaaaaaaay~! HAHA be jealous P:! Woke up at 10am to go for breakfast but it delayed until now cause my parents were helping my sis with last minute packing. (She's leaving for Australia this Tuesday btw..) Had a great talk with Nat yesterday. Finally can clarify things over :) and more more more! my dirty lil secret ;D mmhmm!

Might be watching Avatar today! I heard it was the booomb but it's extremely looong. Hopefully, I'll like it?

Haha oh!

GTG!

Dad's calling!

Update la'er!

Yoyoyo! using my MacBook PRO now : D! I finally have my own computer! ngehehe (Nina's laugh!)

Went to Bangsar Shopping Complex (BSC) today to eat Dim Sum with the family. Met the Voons there by accident so we added more chairs and ate our breakfast while chatting : )! They were actually done when we started. Was sms-ing too frequently (someones fault!) I think my parents suspected something haha Better keep my cool! After breakfast, we went to check MacStudio for my comp but they were out of stock. So we went to the Gardens! Headed to Machines and bought everything (Ppl! always go to Garden's Machines if you need anything cause they always have stock) Had to carry my computer everywhere haha (bloody heavy I tell you!)

Sis bought new pair of shoes from New Balance. Went down, changed money to Aussie dollars, got lost in the carpark and went home haha :) Oh! wait! we dropped by Un. David Chai's place to collect our dinner. I would have taken a few pics of my comp but my camera died. So another time? (: School is starting! (not fooor me!)

I'm a very happy girl today. (someone knows why)

I got my computer + .... ;D!

my dirty lil secret!

Caos!

Like fat girls in a room full of meat.

2010-01-02T19:37:00.000-08:00

Listening to Haru Haru - BIG BANG : )

The guys were all in a K - pop trance yesterday so I kept in mind a few songs : ) haha
Gonna get my Macbook Pro 13 inch (why? cause its smaller and I have to carry it with me everyday of my school life) today ;D!

School's starting for the Malaysian kids *wink wink* now I'm gonna be alone at home.. not smsing anyone hahah sad, ain't it? But I'll be visiting school again and again of course. If not, I would just rot at home thinking about stuff.

Been bloggin alot lately eh? ;) I prefer updating on wat I'm doing now and then continue-ing it later cause I would just be lazy to summaries everything at night.

So..
Once again..
Update la'er : D!

Hey! so as expected.. I didn't get my computer today. Went to Sunway Pyramid and guess wat they're out of stock for the softwareS I wanna buy so not worth it. Decided to order online but it'll come in diff invoices so it's abit mafan. In the end, Dad and I are gonna buy everything tmr at another Machines store :)

Talking to Shaun right now about our Form 3 life. Really miss it lots!
Some of the things I miss doing with Shaun...

Joining our tables together during classes.
Mr sivam scolding us for talking too much.

etc.
The shitz man! I'm leaving soo soon and I don't feel the sadness yet!
Well I shouldn't feel sad in the first place so its aaaall good : D!
I'm going now!
I'll tell you guys how it goes tmr!
kecaos!

2010.

2010-01-01T17:45:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year!

May you have a great year in 2010 ;)!

going out now :D

Catching a movie with Mayyin and my sis.

After that, RED BOX!

update la'er!

YO I'm back! Today was a real great day. All we did was sing but I really needed today to keep my mind off things ;) I didn't sing much but it was fun. I especially liked it when we sang Beautiful by Eminem and Down by not sure who xD! This was Zhou Wei's farewell party btw! I'll see you in Singapore, Zhou Wei!

Right now, getting ready for my sis's Farewell Party held by my grandma (maternal side)

Decided to wear a Ceongsam ;D! Finally! Its been four years since I bought it :D!

Lookie lookie!

Maybe I'll wear it for CNY! heh

It will be another family dinner so i won't be updating on it!

Happy 1st of Jan 2010!

Happy New Years Eve!

2009-12-31T18:20:00.000-08:00

Webcam:
Shao Wei 2007!

Shao Wei 2008!

Shao Wei 2009!

Happy New Years Eve!
Enjoy it while you can!
Love,
Swei!

Do, Re, Mi, Fa, So, Lagoooon ;D

2009-12-30T18:04:00.000-08:00

At Faaarah's house now!

Her room is like effing incredible. She painted one wall purple ;D damn weird, right? HAHA but that's Farah! Farah says 'Hi' btw : D

Ate pancakes downstairs :) With Hershey's chocolate saucee! mmhm!

Saw her pregnant cat (like the tenth time? =.=) The male cat must be a *** maniac (PG18)

Right now, we're chilling on her bed. She's painting her nails shiny pink! while I'm peeling my nail polish off my toes. Too embarrassing to show the others.

Ill continue this post la'er!

Till then..

I'm off!

OKAY! I'm thinking of whether to change my title since we (Farah, Haris, Natalie, Jo, Dylan and Swei) didn't go to Lagoon in the end!
It wasn't much of a bust to me but we didn't do much after that cause the movie started at 5:30 and i needed to go home before that.

We just lepak-ed at Secret Recipe (service was terrible! Ya know, soup is the starter for every meal, right? Well not in Secret Recipe! It is dessert actually. It was so slooow. I have no complains cause my food came first. But the others were pissed) Natalie gave us adorable bracelets from Phuket! Thanks, babe!
After paying a bill of RM119 which was a rip off.. we went to buy the tickets. Met Yoke Shan, Claire, Sheila, Carrissa, Shaza and Shaza's friend : D! (so sorry! forgot your name!)
Farah, Nat and I got the 4Some engraved rings (shhh! Nina doesn't know. What are the chances that she would read my blog now, riiight?!)
It turned out quite well. Except for the fact that my 'I' was cacated but I doubt I could get a refund (bloody hell! i went there 2 times: the other with Michelle! and thats how they treat me)
Went to Coffee Bean to chillex. Was listening to music with Haris ;D I think I'll get an Iphone 3GS !

Oh and I met Derrick Lim! after soo loong while walking alone. Haha honestly, I saw him at the side of my eye but was thinking not to disturb him but he came to me! hahaha We chatted a lil till my bro called. So I had to cao. Nice meeting you again, Derrick!
Not much pictures since we thought we were going lagoon ;D
New Years is coming!
cao!

Michwei;D

2009-12-28T03:05:00.000-08:00

Heeeey ;D my dear oh so non existent readers!
Yes yes ! I've come back from JAPAN! :)
But I'll talk about that some other time!

Today, I finally got my PMR results heh! I was eff eff nervous! Was hiding behind my mom.. But when Mr. Nathan put the piece of paper on the table. I saw lots of A's and whoah! 6 A's HAHA!
Yup yup Swei got 6 A's for her last Malaysia exam : D!

Saw Kar Kiat, Shaun and Chan Hong. Chatted a lil. Kar Kiat bought me a keychain from China. Thanks, Kar Kiat! ;D! After that, Shaun tumpang-ed my car and we headed to Sunway Pyramid (Mom was with the lil cousins) We headed to the entrance to meet Michelle since Shaun's friends were late (like duuhh) Bought tickets for Sherlock Holmes and headed to Sakea Sushi! Its weird cause I just came back from Japan haha and now I've started eating sushi again. Michelle and I exchanged gifts! She got me cute marshmallows from Hong Kong (the wrapping was really beautiful)
And I bought her a chubby japanese girl wearing a kimono key chain. Shaun agrees it looks like Michelle haha and I bought Shaun a handkerchief. Hope they like it : )!

Sherlock Holmes was a damn good movie! It was a funny one atleast haha xD! Mich and I were surrounded by guys *wink wink* But they probably got ditched by their girlfriends, wanted a time without their girlfriends, just broke up with their girlfriends or just gay HAHA nono for all you know their single guys waiting for The One like me! *wishes*

Mich and I got our Purikura (Ya know, took pictures in Dream World) We have been planning this since form 2! Those were really nice pictures I must add :)
After that, we bought rings and engraved our names on it : MICH N SWEI
Yeap ;D
It was a great day!
Thank you, dear!
I'm gonna miss you so so much!
love ya!

More pictures on Facebook.

By Michelle:
outing with swei :)

By Swei:
Michelle's & Swei's First outing :D

gtg now :)
cao!

Life is Fun :D

2009-12-16T19:42:00.000-08:00

Hey! :)

I'm going to Japan tonight :D! My oh-so-dreamy land!

Hopefully I meet some luscious boys on the waay :D mmhmm!

And of course, ANIME HAHA!

But before all that, I'll have to enter the airplane .. AIRplane! airsickness kills me.

Wish me a safe trip :)

For those who don't have Facebook, I'll let the pictures speak for themselves : )

Here are 8 albums of photos!

6/11/09

-Went to school then to Sunway to have lunch with the couples, Shan and Wil.

Last Day being a form 3 :)

-The last day of school. My last day in SriKL so I took damn damn lots of pictures with people I know :D I'll miss you guys !

Swen's Birthday ;D!

-Sis's 22nd Birthday! Held at the Ambrozia ( I think! ) Sis's last birthday celebration in Malaysia T.T!

Shan's Birthday, New Moon& Sleepover!

-Watched New Moon with the Foursome and the guys, met Shan and May, ate dinner and I sleptover Shan's house. It's our tradition :)

Leon, May Yin& Shao Wei baking! <3

-Went to Dad's clinic to study, sent me to May's house and headed to Leon's house ;D We baked, took a walk to various stores to buy our ingredients for our milkshake, played Wii and cooked dinner : )

Aunt's 50th Birthday :)

-Held at Jogoya, Starhill. The buffet was amazing! (so much for our diet! xD)

Farah's 15th Birthday :)

-Held at AmpSquare, Sunway Pyramid. The food was much better than RedBox's and we sang our luungs out!

Shaza's 15th Birthday!

-Held at Sunway Pyramid. Ate lunch at TGIF, watched Love Happens, ate donuts at Krispy Kreme and ate curly fries in Mcdonalds :D!

Yeap! pick the ones that catch your eyes :D!

Cao!

I'll be back on the 26th!

Merry Advance Christmas!

I'm not your friend. I'm more.

2009-11-25T06:27:00.000-08:00

Update tomorrow.
Lazy + tired : swei during hols.
Watching New Moon tomorrow with the 4awesome!

Happy 22nd Birthday, Jie!

Happy Advance 15th Birthday, Yoke Shan!

love,
From your dear sister and best friend,
Teh Shao Wei.

Oct 19. When i cut my hair.
Msn pic :)

2009-11-24T03:12:00.000-08:00

eyhoo.

Days have been passing by so fast. It's like turning a page of your life when you're not even done reading. Really makes you appreciate life. I'm still learning how to live it haha New Moon is coming out this Thursday :D! (Darling Yoke Shan's birthday!) And I'll be with the girls in 1U. We watched Twilight together too last year at Sunway :) So we should make this a tradition, huh? I'll come back from Singapore and watch Eclipse with yaw'll next year :D! (if I can ahha)

I'm looking forward to New Moon cause Dakota Fanning is acting in it :) I really like her. I've always envied her but I never knew she was my age haha I think this is my first time watching her act as a bad person (Jane). And honestly, Jacob's werewolf self looks like a puppy. Why can't they make it more manlier? darker? haha his the Alpha wolf damnit! haha okay I better stop criticizing. Hell, I might even love the movie :D who knows, eh? Bring it on, New Moon. Flatter me!

Edward team? Jacob team?

I saw this in Singapore in an MRT station. I just love their contacts!
Dear, Santa. You know I want it :P

Gotogo.
Caos!

Words are hints to get to know the heart, right? Feelings are what we sense.

2009-11-22T22:32:00.000-08:00

Hey :)

This staying in the house thing for what seems like forever isn't what I was hoping for during the holidays.Yes, my house is a place to relax but i wanna go out! And not just the casual movie, lunch, lepak kind. I want the extreme kind! like intense bowling, pool, wall climbing etc. You get my drift~

My blog needs more excitement too! or maybe I just don't wanna stay at home.. thinking about stuff. Its really not easy when you're a person in a house who thinks too much. Seriously, I'm not in good shape now. Its nothing big. Alot is going through my mind. It happens once in awhile. I want to solve all of this but its not easy. Life of a teenager, huh? I want to open up to loads of people but sometimes some things sound crazy to them eventhough it sounds perfectly logical to you. This questions, statements coming to me every now and then.

"Can they take it?"

"It will change when you tell them. You know that."

"People will look at you in a different way."

"Running away is worst than living the truth."

"Shouldn't i depend on myself more than them?"

"Stop being so weak!"

"Don't bottle things up."

"You may not feel it but they love you. They might not show it, but they love you unconditionally. Whether they have talked about that girl and her flaws.. not knowing you have a secret of your own. It okay.. to be scared."

"Be strong, love. Be there for them when they need you."

"Do they really know me?"

"I don't wanna be that kind of person. I wanna be a nice person. An independent, confident person. Not a quiet one. I wanna care more. I wanna show it. And not have this poker face.. its showing all the wrong emotions"

Whoah. Thats deep. But it's nice to know I can let some of it out here :).But this might scare you guys a lil. I'll make one thing clear. It is nothing big. Seriously. I have a tendency to exaggerate, I know it but those are the simplest words I can find now. I normally won't publish this post. But its no harm done. I know you guys won't judge me. That's how lucky i am. I am very grateful. Whether it's God or myself who earn this kind of friends. I am very lucky. I have alot of flaws I know. Noone is perfect. Hell I'm far from it. I can tell you one thing. I dont look down on myself. I actually look up to myself alot. Haha might sound abit ... but whatever as long as I'm optimistic. Its complicated la. But thats what makes it thrilling :D Like for example, I know a whole lot of you hate this emotional post and so do I but I'm still putting it up. And now, I feel like you think I just want to be pitied. I don't, okay! Don't ever give me your cheap symphathy unless you really mean it. I feel soo much better already. Funny, huh?

Gtg.
caos.

To save herself from sleeping.

2009-11-21T20:50:00.000-08:00

I'm bored.
Save me.
Chem is getting interesting :).

A tiny sliver.

2009-11-19T00:54:00.000-08:00

eyhoo!

I woke up at 12:03 today! my second time waking up after 12! HAHA Though sleeping after 12 is getting easier and easier. Nowadays 4 o'clock is like 2 o'clock to me so I better start rewiring my circuits soon haha This is gonna be some random post cause nothing you need to know of happened today. I just found the need to update my blog everyday eventhough its totally unsatisfying. I'm craving watermelons :D

I'm planning to go jewellery shopping. Any girls interested?

Gotogo!

Baibai!

The end justifies the means.

2009-11-18T07:43:00.000-08:00

Hey my fellow readers :)

Today was a really good day but i can't tell you why haha my dirty little secret. I'll tell you guys next time i promise :D!

I can tell you one thing!

I did my nails again. OMG it costed a bomb! 120 bucks? hello! but whatever. The end justifies the means.

Here you go my luscious nails!

I know! Glam, right? i love it x1000! haha It isn't clear but you can see most of it.

If only I had my camera but no, I left it in Singapore (if you read my previous post), so i had to use my webcam. If only they didn't have the flash there. If not, it wouldn't turn out so blur! But thats the best it can do so i gotta live with it haha

HAHA SUCKERS!

I didn't go for a RM120 manicure (I'm not that rich to use all that money) I did em' myself! Yes, I really did. Haha talented Swei :)

Since I'm free~ I'm gonna tell you what I used. I would teach you step by step but I don't have any nails to teach you with. Sorry! I'll do it again, aight? (Not like anyone actually cares Lol I just felt like advertising abit)

All you need are six items. I got em' cheap!

1/each glittery pink&maroon coloured nail polish from Faceshop.
1 pure glitter from Watson.
1 Silky Girl base coat from Watson.
1 Maybelline glossy pink from Watson.
Bling bling from Teddy Tales.

All of them come cheap. So its really to your benefit :)

Time to go!

Everyone wish Natalie Hay a Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday, my dear Nat!

I love you!

I wanted to upload your photo! BUT! it was too big so it's taking LONG! Anyway, Have a damn happy birthday!

cao!

I kicked it but it came back.

2009-11-17T04:08:00.000-08:00

Hey, my unknown readers!

I finally kicked myself in the ass and decided to update :) Hooray! HAHA

Alooot has been going on! This is all i can remember at this moment. There was..

Grandmother's birthday party.
Makeover from Estee Lauder.
Last day in SriKL. (Took lots of pictures! Was about to cry haha I'm gonna miss everyone! And I do mean EVERYONE)
Trip to Singapore.
Got my Chemistry and Add Math book to study. (Ya know, Singaporeans are a tad a lot of kiasu-ness so I don't want to lag off. So why not start now? haha!)

I wouldn't update on what's been going on cause it'll be a hefty looong post and a boring one at most. So I'll entertain yaw'll with pictures! (OF ME LOL) sorry! but I left my camera in Singapore and can only get it back on Thursday. I've been glued to my bed ever since i came back from Singapore haha I'm like a fungus growing on a tree. If my bed were alive, it'll probably complain a whole lot. But that would be completely scary. Omg yeaa.. *wandering in her thoughts* oKAY im back! HAHA

Before i bore you summore,

Here are the pics from I have no idea when :)

AND TODAY! :

Cao, muchachas!

Currently at a CC..

2009-11-03T00:29:00.000-08:00

Hey as i wrote my title. Yes, I am at a CC in seksyen 2 haha :) I think its my 2nd time being in one and my first using one of the computers. Life had been pretty boring? maybe? haha I only need to do 7 things.

Shao Wei's oh-so-exciting life after PMR.
1. Wake up, Take off retainers, Brush teeth&wash face.
2. On the computer, go to Youtube,Facebook&Onemanga.
3. Wait for myself to be hungry, Just sit down and starve, Wait for food to come my way.
4. Draw.
5. Sleep.
6. Wake up, Watch Bleach, Eat dinner.
7. Brush teeth, Wash Face, Put on retainers&Go to bed.

Its basically that. Its becoming a habit but oh well it beats going to school. Was invited to go Pyramid but i couldnt find any transport. I have been going to the Cinema frequently haha I watched Ninja and This is it (i watched this together with my cousins) : ) Ate lots and lots of popcorn. I would update with more details but im a tad bit lazy haha

Well gtg :)
Gonna play Farmville.
Leveling up is getting so dang hard!!

We don't need no test of friendship.

2009-10-27T00:22:00.001-07:00

Eyhoo. Working on a story piece right now. Its going quite well :) Reading the Time Traveler's Wife and completed about 5 series of manga.

Tuesday. 13th Oct '09 , 9:40am , After PMR.

Went to Street Cafe with Farah and Natalie (Nina went home early to get ready :D) After eating, we went to Nat's House to get ready to go to The Curve for our celebration. Took loads of camwhore pictures. In the afternoon, we headed to The Curve and met Nina at Starbucks with Apit there. He belanja-ed us a few drinks. Thanks btw : )! Nina finally got the camera she was oh-so-craving for! She deserves it la ;) Then we headed off for Medi-Pedi! We booked it first actually. Lepak-ed abit then started Medi-Pedi. After that, we watched Sorority Row. Which freaked me out alot haha! its just like I Know What You Did Last Summer except theres hawter people and its more modernish. We went home. I followed Nina home to be precise. It was a really fun day la i mean not everyday do you get to hangout with the Foursome alone. It was very relaxing. Thanks, girls :) This is one of the things ill miss when i leave haha.

Love you!.

Thursday. 15th Oct '09. Lynn's 15th Birthday.

Sis sent me to school. Yunfern picked me up with Michelle, Piriya, Nicole, Elizabeth and Samantha. Headed to Lynn's house in Ara Damansara. Omg her swimming pool is like D' Bomb! hahaha xD they even have the machine to create current! heh Lynn came back home with Sook Mun and Deborah (Her old schoolmate) from Sunway Pyramid. We surprised the hell out of her. She was crying non-stop haha xD! We started eating a ton of food cause we were just so damn hungry! There was Pizza Hut, KFC, salad, keropok, chocolate fudge, Konyaku and 2 delicious cakes :) Did i mention that it was also Samantha's surprise party? haha she didnt know a single thing. She only thought it was Lynn's surprise party but uh uh! haha It was a beautiful day with my classmates. Im gonna miss you guys a hell lot too. Keep in touch yea?

Wednesday. 21 Oct '09. 1st day of ponteng-ing, Sunway Lagoon with the Foursome.

Woke up at 7:10am to read manga. Left for Nina's house. Chilled there until 12:30 ;D I like Nina's house.. its so homey like mine haha! Left for Sunway Lagoon. Farah and Nat were running late so we went window shopping. I think that day Nina was attracted to red and white stripes ;P hahah Farah came and i was hungry so i bought some Kaya Balls. It wasnt the best Kaya Balls i had but wtv la haha Nat finally came! and we cao-ed to Sunway Lagoon! which was so much more fun than what i expected heh. Sadly, it started raining and we were jumping from ride to ride but all of em were closed. We chilled at the pool until it stopped and headed to a few rides. We considered gettin tattoos but it wasnt the right time. Nat had to leave early so we changed into our outfits and headed out. The lady was so kind to let us go to Scream Park for FREEE! hhaha omg it was once in a lifetime so we just went. It was my first time but i haaad to decide to go to "no emotion swei" mode (Thats what Farah calls it) In the end, i didnt scream heh but i found it amusing : D! We left and ate at Burger King for dinner. We were so hungry ;O We left shortly after that and i went to Nina's house again heh! i ate there again. I just couldnt refuse.. it looked so damn delicious heh i also ate durians with em! How can anyone ever refuse durians? So that was the end of my day.

Friday. 26th Oct '09. 4th day of ponteng-ing.

Went to Sunway Pyramid today with sis. Watched Inglorious Basterds :) We snuck in Ireland Potatoes (*Those who have no idea what Ireland Potatoes are: It is a shop located in front of TGV in Sunway Pyramid. The shop mainly sells huge delicious french fries covered with any type of sauce of your choice.) heh I thought the movie was some serious action movie but it turned out to be one hell of a funny movie. Very dramatic but boleh tahan la haha Im sure alot of them will find it a stuuupid movie but i liked it. After the movie ended, i realise Nik, Mahathir and a bunch of other guys were there too. (Im not the only one not in school then hahah) Yeap thats probably the only thing i should mention here.

Cao!

She tied you to her kitchen chair.

2009-10-23T05:50:00.000-07:00

HEY!

Beeeeen a looong time, eh? I have just finished PMR but I'm already feeling the boredom. I'm to use to kicking my butt to study but now .. nada.. i have nothing to do. I feel like doing maths buut i dont want to remind myself of PMR, ya know? hahah Mom's gonna buy me books from Singapore nxt week. So she told me to enjoy it while i can haha x)

I've got pictures! sorry i cant upload it here.. there is just too many. So here they are..

Last Day of School before PMR.

After PMR Celebration.

Lynn's 15th Birthday.

Cao.

I'll update la'er ;)

And we lived happily ever after.. PMR!

2009-10-12T05:53:00.000-07:00

PMR DAY 4 ;D

Maths I & II.

Sejarah.

Heh! you know what this means? tomorrow is the laaaaaaaaaaaaaast day of PMR. After 3 years of preparing (technically not really cause most people only prepare when they reach form 3), we finally can put our books aside and paaaaaaartaaay! :) i love my books though. Its gonna be hard to move on... AHHA! sounds like after a break up buut honestly, my books deserve more than being recycled again. Ill find a solution. Anyway.. (omg i thought i felt a cockroach on my leg.. ended up to be my wire haha) maths was easier compared to our schools papers. Sejarah on the other hand.. waaas hardcore! hahah omg man the answers were like waaaa? But its over so time to move on!

Cause there's KH tomorrow : ) Gonna hangout with ma girls! haha i cant waait!

Ah well i gtg!

Caaaao!

When you're put in a hard position.

2009-10-08T23:22:00.000-07:00

PMR DAY 2 ;D
English I & II.
Science I & II.
English was as it was suppose to be haha so no comment on that ;). Science.. well paper 1 wasnt hard. Paper 2 wasnt very easy either hahah xD thats all im gonna say. Thanks to all my english teachers.. Mrs. K, Mrs. Wong and Mdm. Boey. Thanks to all my science teachers.. Pn. Norhasniah (spelling?) , Mr. Bala and Mr Ching! Haha thanks for guiding all of us till the end!

PMR! DAY 3 ;D
Geography.
Ended quite well. I was tired with my not so extreme swollen eyes. But i managed to do my best and thats what counts :) After the paper, headed to the office to get my phone. Pn. Lai excitedly asked me how the paper was and i only could think of answering with two thumbs up and a smile (:! Thank you Pn. Lai! without all those papers you gave throughout the year. I think i wouldn't have been confident. My last geo paper. Thanks to all my geo teachers.. Mrs Chong, Encik *insertnamehere* , Ms. Menon, Mr. Joseph, Pn Lai. Always changing teachers Haha bummer, huh? but it ended well!

2 more days. 3 more subjects. 4 more papers.

Today wasn't such a great day. I could have broken down anytime haha but once in awhile is alright, right?
I keep telling myself i have this duty to be strong but i guess im still human. But im not giving up ;D!
Didnt get to join the girls for the Mcd's study group. For personal reasons. But im sure they had fun :) Like i am here.. yeaa.. okaay! im at a dead end!
CAO!

I won this at an Arcade : D!

PMR feelings?

2009-10-07T02:08:00.000-07:00

YO!
The hardest test is over so we can 'relak' a bit. I didn't feel stress though which is good haha thanks strong mind of mine ;P!
I felt so dizzy in the hall. It was hot! omg! i don't know if it was just me. I couldn't wear my jacket.. i would just suffocate!
Guys, if your feeling stress.. imagine yourself eating sushi. HAHAH!
Im not gonna talk about any papers cause thats what all the adults are telling us to do!
Having Eng and Science I & II : D!
Good Luck, everyone!

No braces Swei!

Tearing pieces of paper.

2009-09-27T01:00:00.000-07:00

Hey i came here to say i wont be blogging till PMR is over but im still thinking about it. Cause itll be my last few weeks in SriKL so im not quite sure x)
But anyway..
Lets just assume im not ;)
Cao!

Selamat Hari Raya ;D!

2009-09-25T19:38:00.000-07:00

Elo!

Had a fantastic time today at Nina's house. Had a Raya brunch ;)!

I arrived around 11:30 and as usual i was the earliest. Well of course Dylan beat me to it but that doesnt count! xD While waiting, Nina, Dylan and i were looking through facebook and 'stalking' people. I didnt know tht was counted as stalking but wtv it was fun x)!

Nat arrived after that and we started eating heh! OMG the food was deeeeeeelicious! Nothing can beat home cooked food la! I really stuffed myself haha Thanks Nina!

Fara arrived 30 mins after that? haha and continued eating. I had to leave at 1. So we quickly took a few pictures =)

11:30 - 1:00 was the right time for me. As in it wasnt too long nor too early.. it felt just right! haha I really enjoyed it la! Of course i got to miss the 3 couples having lovey dovey times xD

Alright pictures!

Dylan, Nina, Natalie, Swei, Farah! <3

Nina, Natalie, Swei, Farah <3 Foursome so freaking awesome! xD

Burn that fire.

2009-09-23T20:22:00.000-07:00

HEY! ;D!
Im Shao Wei and i shall introduce to you the love of my life..

I. Anime (Joo Jin, Foo Khiew and Jia Shin would understand!)
II. PMR books (dont really have a choice xD)
III. Food (Michelle gets this ;D)

Yes yes all of us get along well :) They dont mind the fact that i love each of them equally. Isnt that nice? I dont have to belong to one but three! HAAHAH~
BYE! *winks*

Perfect Girl Evolution.

2009-09-21T20:33:00.000-07:00

Hey dear readers ;D !

Yesterday, sis's friends came to cook dinner while my dad, lil bro and i had Thai food for dinner. Came back and help take pictures of them xD Nothing was going right! Mainly because we ran out of onions and microwave decided to backfire at that moment. I didnt actually do anything since i was just the photographer haha i cut tomatoes though ;D! heh It was fun in its own way. They stayed over btw. Meaning, my, sis, lil bro mattress were to be brought downstairs heh so i just slept on top of blankets. It was surprisingly comfy.

Been reading Perfect Girl Evolution (manga) it makes me so happy xD! i finished 69 (oihoh!) chapters so far heh my eyes might go *kaboom* someday so im trying to control. Facebook isnt making it any better. I hope i dont get bored of it. The only reason i created it was to keep in touch with me peeps when i leave and also to join the 21st century haha Ive been living in my own world for tooo long (i still do actually..!)

Owh right! i finally cleaned up my table. Its so neat now! since we had guests coming.

Aiks~ thats all i have for today folks!

i shall go now ;D

cao!

Just woke up .. (i dont look that different HAHA)

Facebook!

2009-09-20T21:01:00.000-07:00

i have faaacebook! ;D!

Teh Shao Wei

Finally, kan? heh add me (: Shao Wei wants to keep in touch with yawl!
Its the start of a new holiday! Selamat Hari Raya! I like the festive season ;D lots of happy faces heh
Manga has been keeping me busy. Studies too and now facebook! I cant lag on updates either. But seriously there isnt anything going on lately as usual. Except! Michelle and i found out we have aLOT of things in common x) alot alot alot! haha she was saying it was meant to be haha too bad we are both girls, right, Mich? (dont get me wrong! im no lesbian!)

Haha lil bro might be going to UWC in Singapore. Lets hope he passed the entrance exam! *cross your fingers* he deserves it laa seriously. Oh well its all up to the marks now.
Had facial today ;) it was paaainful..? but worth it. This blackheads are killing me. Everyone says whenever i go for facial it doesnt look like it haha i guess im lucky (:

I look like this now ;D

i gtg.

cao!

The Addams Family. snap snap

2009-09-16T06:20:00.000-07:00

Got some really hurtful words from my ____ yesterday.
Talked to Shaun about it today. He was really frank with me and i liked tht. Now im using that and wat __ said to me to drive me :) Thanks, Shaun ;D my straightforward buddy! haha
Gonna bring ma camera on Friday as Eli and i planned since we're leaving next year.. every picture counts!! haha
Oh oh the WOW's, Priya, Eli and i were snapping out fingers to The Addams Family theme haha xD it suddenly became the song for us ever since it came out on HBO.

They're creepy and they're kooky,
Mysterious and spooky,
They're all together ooky,
The Addams Family.

Their house is a museum
Where people come to see 'em
They really are a scream
The Addams Family.

(Neat)
(Sweet)
(Petite)

So get a witches shawl on
A broomstick you can crawl on
We're gonna pay a call on
The Addams Family.

i gtg.
cao.

Something you cannot erase.

2009-09-13T06:33:00.000-07:00

eyheyheyhoo!

Just finished eating pizza from Pizza Hut :)

Sis came back from CF camp today ahah and straight updates. Sis and i understand each other ;D its probably the blood. Anyway, studying wasnt successful yesterday. Remember i told you i had a party to attend to? yeap yeap it was May Suan jie jie's Graduation party (family friend haha practically family laa) so May Yin and i decided to study. Leon tagged along. We decided to study on the balcony. Mosquitos just love May Yin (probably cause she was wearing shorts haha while Leon and I were wearing jeans ;D) So we used that Zap thing to kill several mosquitos. We had a really great time laa. We laughed our lungs out haha we couldnt breathe at all xD!! ahah know tht feeling? well thats us (: We even played with some sort of bamboo thing and started hitting each other. Played with Chester (Vincent's poodle) He's adorable, duhh all small dogs are. He licks people non stop ;) and we found a Tick that Aunt. Kee Hoon killed O.o first time seing a tick haha Those who watch Dr House should know ;)

Today was a much more productive day (:

Amin and i talked after a looooooooo~ng time! Didnt talk long though since i had to eat breakfast and hit the books ;D OH! and today when i brought my breakfast up.. my lil bro's mirror dropped after i closed the door. And it cracked to lil pieces! TT we've had that mirror for quite a looong time. Since i was 5 maybe? Each room has one. Aih but luckily, it didnt drop on anyone.

I realise i finished 1000++ chapters of manga ;DD! Shao Wei is pro! (; but all manga readers probably have haha unless their picky. I gtg now. Have to start my karangan!

caocao!

It inspired me so i took Shaun's copy. I like the newspaper the Chinese group I gets every week =)

Trinity Blood!

Shaun gave me that purple ribbon :)

Well actually, the ribbon was wrapped around the present haha! and it was next to me so i got creative heh

両手に収まらない予感と痛みを噛み締めてた

2009-09-12T00:50:00.000-07:00

Meaning: I clench unto an unending presentiment of pain within my hands.

I search for your footprints

In stars in snow in memories
Whether it is the eternal peace
This is amids of a dream

With small wings, I ran across the hill
Straying from the road I close my eyes

I search for your footprints
In stars in snow in memories
Whether it is the eternal peace
This is amids of a dream

It all went back to someday
Alone, at the end of of sky by yourself
The peace you wait for
Leaving behind a trail of light

With small wings, I ran across the hill
Straying from the road I close my eyes

With these unwavering wings,
I search for your footprints
In dreams in love in hearts
Leaving behind eternal light

Giving you eternal love

-Raggs Requiem.

I fell in love with 07 Ghost :) Thanks, Joo Jin!

The next big hit on anime! 07 Ghost! fufufu~

I realise im gonna miss talking to Joo Jin, Foo Khiew and Jia Shin about all these things TT They just make my time pass by faster than usual haha

Gonna get Skype and Facebook soon ;D since someone is leaving for Singapore. I need to keep in touch with ma peeps (:

Next week, we have latih tubi bertubi-tubi! Time to work even harder!

Just came back from OU, Im tired but i have a party tonight so books here i come!

Happy after graduation, May Suan jie jie =)!

Isnt that unjustified resentment through misunderstanding.

2009-09-11T04:59:00.000-07:00

Maru: You grew up with your grandmother, correct? That was your parents' decision. But your sister grew up with your parents. She received their love and attention. You felt shunned and unloved. As a result you felt lonely. You had no say in the matter. You had to go along with what they decided. This situation is similar. You're feeling unloved because Kyuu won't date you. But it's his decision or not he likes you and you're affected by that.

Ageha: But..!

Maru: If you emphasize your feelings too much .. it could backfire you. Now put yourself in Kyuu's shoes. Would you go out with someone like you? Consider this..

Ageha,

"I do my thing,

And you do your thing.

I am not in this world to live up your expectations,

And you are not in this world to live up to mine.

You are you,

And I am I,

And if by chance we find each other, it is beautiful.

If not, it can't be helped."

- The Gesalt Prayer by Fritz Perls. (A German psychotherapist)

Love is like pastries, its not always sweet.

2009-09-07T04:18:00.000-07:00

Eyhoo :)

Its a holiday today for im not sure wat reason xD ive been sleeping too much this weekend. Have not opened my books at all.

updatee~

5 Sept '09.

Changed the colours of my braces again. Gonna take it off on the 4th of October :) heh (finally!!!..) Ate dim sum at Caesars palace with the family. Been talking about my lil bro going to Singapore next year haha Its weird.. everyone is leaving the house already. Sister is going to Australia, Shao Wei to Singapore. Lil bro might be going next year and big bro.. well i dont know his plans.

At night, family and i went to Sky Lounge to celebrate Un. Voon's 51st birthday ;D Happy Birthday, Un. Voon! Nat, Yoke Shan, Claire and obviously May Yin were there. After eating, we went and played pool. I paired up with Nat and we won the first round :) After that, i paired up with Claire and we own that round ahaha it was a nice game :) Then, big bro, Su Yin, Vee Vien, Ly Sha, Olivia and Roger (i think that was all) came so we went and watched The Uninvited haha it was an okay show. I dont know how to rate scary movies cause i dont really have the guts to watch em.

Photos are with May and Nat so stay tune ;)

6 Sept '09.

I woke up not knowing that everyone left the house to attend their events they had tht day. Even Sheng Han went out. Omg im not use to being left at home alone xD haha so i was pretty gloomy for i dont know wat reason. I was bored too heh so i finished us 52 chapters of Koukou Debut :) I think i made my parents feel bad subconsciously so they brought me out for japanese for dinner heh

7 Sept '09.

Started reading on 07 Ghost today. Finished 25 Chapters. Just have 26 chapters left :) Im an addict to reading haha Thats practically wat i did the whole day. Oh yeah, i watched License to Wed about 3 times in the morning and fell asleep on my parents bed. Mhmm thats about it. i think im gonna start reading again.

Cao!

TEH SHAO WEI MADE IT! :D

2009-09-03T04:52:00.000-07:00

Oh oh oh oh oh ! Shao Wei made it throught ACSI admissions test :D! AHH! hahahha alright alright! ill tell ya all about it since ive been keeping it low for a very loong time.

You guys realise for the past few posts.. ive been doing this ________ .. Well yea thats because on 31st of August, i sat for my admissions test for Anglo-Chinese School International (ACSI) I know the name sounds like its a chinese school but its not haha i mean shao wei is a pure banana! So anyway, since i passed the test, ill be going to Singapore to study. OH RIGHT! did i mention that the school was in Singapore? hahaha yeap yeap! Thats why i was in Singapore since the 27th. Im gonna live with mama over there ;P while my family is back here ;(. I met a Thailand girl (she did not look Thai btw! haha i thought she was Eurasian. Hopefully both of us make it through!) who was doing the same test that day. We talked for awhile and after the test, we coninued talking. We even exchanged email addresses :D! Im still deciding though. I have to list out the pros and cons. Of course i wanna go but i want to be confident when i go so to be able to do that i wanna talk to my friends about it ;)

i just woke up from a drastically heavy sleep xD i was dreaming that i stayed over Michelle's house with Han Li. And it was haunted (Piriya, ya know where the haunted idea came from! haha) But the ghosts werent scary. We were expecting em already haha so yea. I still felt heavy though. I couldnt get out of bed. OH and today was the last day of trials! heh! nothing big about it but its the last day of a stressing week (well not really. i didnt feel much for this test o.o) I was suddenly so tired when i sat for my sejarah test. Ergh! but nevertheless, i could check and rest after tht heh.

The girls in class and i played "pass on the message" T'was Yin Bing's idea heh Jade and Sam joined it after. I was abnormally hyper! haha Oh! (like the third time i said that) id like to take this opportunity to wish Sam, Happy Birthday! ;D! i didnt know until i found out today TT i felt bad cause he knew when was mine! ill make him something :) heh

Gonna eat now :)
bye!

Meet Pineapple Eyebrows :)

Teh Sheng Han and Teh Shao Wei :D

Lacrimosa dies illa.

2009-09-01T06:55:00.000-07:00

Trials started today :) Finally got to see my darlings heh all of em have their happy news to tell i just know it :D
3 Rho girls and guys are being separated due to romantic purposes. mm. NO LA JUST KIDDING HAHAHA OMG tht wasnt even funny LOL Its cause the boys dont have space in the hall soo they have to do their papers in 5 Rho. Sad but somehow less stressful heh

And Teh Shao Wei is the last student in the hall AHAH xD im student 196 heh
Connie was saying that everywhere i sit.. there is either a door, wall or pillar next to me and she's right! cause there's a pillar right at the back of me (probably for me to rest on hahaha)

Had BM I and II. It was an alright paper. I changed about 6 answers haha hopefully it was the right choice :D *crossing fingers*
Geography was another alright paper. I rather not comment on em xD I conteng-ed the whole paper haha i even drew the solstis and ekuinoks diagram xD

Am loosing my appetite again! didnt even finish my lunch == i better take less. Cant waste food!

Foo Khiew, Joo Jin and Jade are so nice to talk to TT! (randomnya..) i miss the boys laa! one week without them is like omg!

Am having Eng I and II , Science I and II tomorrow :)
Good luck everyone!

- when a man gives his all - even if it's clumsy - to confess his feelings. He looks incredibly attractive.

Its not the matter of not caring, its the matter of not giving a crap.

2009-08-30T05:26:00.000-07:00

Hey :) no pictures today.
Im so tired right now. At my cousin's house in Singapore :) Family has been talking abt me going to _____. Haha and i keep rethinking about my decision. It was a harder decision than expected haha Friends are praying for me so i got to do my best! :D I so wanna talk about wat i think right now but itll blow my cover! eesh! where are my darls? TT probably studying eh?

Which is another thing! I hardly did anything this week. I mean i did tons of papers but not much of studyin haha xD my sejarah is teruk la! Am getting better at Geo. Am too lazy to do Science Paper 2 :( geez!

Anyway, yesterday, i went out the whole day. First, got soya ice cream near an MRT station while my lil bro got his S$10 haircut (which is quite expensive if you convert it) Mom brought us to this weapon shop haha it has replicas of guns and swords from many movies. And omg it was such a ____ moment when i held the sword! i always wanted one xD! it made me feel so cooool! HAHA and powerful ;P! Too bad i didnt buy one. Malaysia's immigration would probably confiscate it.

Went to Reffles City after that. Bought a shirt from Marks and Spencers. Bought a size 10 in a-i -dont-know-wat-country-size. Mom told me to buy a 6 or an 8 but 10 was the smallest size they had for tht shirt so i had no choice :) Besides, it was only S$29 heh Bought candy for Foo Khiew and Kar Kiat =) (Their birthday was on the 26th and 28th respectively)

While walking, i saw this fantastic looking flats :D they were the best looking flats EVER! it was like a-must-have-thing buut it was S$99 so it wasnt an option! GAH! i really wanted those! TT

I wonder how everyone is doing back in M'sia. I know how Michelle is :P but not the others mmhmm.

Ahh well i gtg. Kh awaits :D
Cao!

Those wings.. lend them to me as well.

2009-08-28T08:37:00.000-07:00

Hey just came back from Plaza Singapura (had dinner at Cartel the Cafe' [the ribs were fantastic and it wasnt even expensive!]) and ate durian while watching Marley and Me :) mmhmm! Today i was pretty weak. Haha i haven't been getting enough food into my stomach. Havent been having the appetite lately. Mom told me my face shrunk! haha xD Its like eating is becoming a burden. Oh well heh managed to study today :D did 2 p.y.papers for KH and Geo and 1 for mathematics. I plan to continue later on. Its not much but atleast i did something :)

Sheng Han has gotten his new Wii Zapper (its a gun) now he can enjoy playing Resident Evil: Umbrella Chronicles. Mom was being very generous xD I was looking out the window today and wondered will it be like this if i stay here? Can i actually adapt to a place like this? hahah just keeping an open mind :D

Im getting pretty tired :) Here are some pictures from yesterday heh.

Im out,

nights!

Being rejected and denying the person are the things that are wrong.

2009-08-26T21:07:00.000-07:00

Hey :) Just got out of the shower and got ready for singapore. Ive been putting pictures nowadays since its easier with the webcam here :D So ill take a picture before starting a post :) And yes thats how i look right now heh I still have a few pictures i took with my sis yesterday (was suppose to blog yesterday but tak jadi [was watching Advent Children!] )

Yesterday was one of the most productive-est days ever. I manage to study 5 subjects in one day. It was suppose to be 6 but i was interrupted haha. I realise i can be really mean. Whenever im angry, im too straightforward. Gotta stop that! but i had a reason yesterday and i was holding back. Geez expect so much from one person but you just gotta do it yourself. Dissapointment, much? Oh damn its 12:24. Gtg. Work starts at 12:30 :) heh

Yo, Foursome! , ill talk to ya ladies on Tuesday. Wish me luck for ____! :D heh

I can feel your gravitational pull! wink

2009-08-25T03:36:00.000-07:00

Its been a long time since i camwhored :) so brace yourselves haha

Im leaving for S'pore on Thursday. Gonna study there i guess :D Yoke Shan and i just finished creating our timetable. It looks damn effective! LETS GO SHAN! ;D! haha

Ive been getting lazier and its not the right time at all so i better buck up heh

Fortunately, im fully recovered. I have no problems at all so life is going perfectly well actually :)

Yoke Shan wants me to create a Facebook acc. Honestly, i dont know how to use FB and im too lazy to learn. One more thing, its another distraction. So maybe, after PMR? or trials? haha

Anyway, gtg, Shaun's probably waiting for my part on Pn Fazilah's work. Not like he's done xD

Cant keep people waiting, can i?

so cao!

Swei + Sick = Double Kill!

2009-08-23T20:28:00.000-07:00

It was a horrible weekend!!
I got the shivers on Saturday and it just went on till Sunday.
I slept the whole day on Sunday. Without the aircond, windows opened, never ending headache and lost of appetite. I just hated it. I couldnt concentrate on anything. Took me 3 hours to finish my lunch and also for dinner, i ate a handful of rice, 3 slices of sashimi and half a miso soup. I was also panicking cause i have trials and also ________(only some knows) Thank god im feeling a whole lot better now. And also thank god it wasnt H1N1. That'll be worst. Its just the wrong time la.

Ahh well, right now im still having a headache but atleast i got my appetite back :D and now i can study! haha i need to eat my brunch first heh x)

Listen to this :) Im so jealous of their voice!
Trust me its worth watching :D You dont have to watch the video, just listen to it.
Scarborough Fair sung by youtube's only international online choir, Stella Voci! The AMV was made by Daydreamgirl, who is also a member of the 9 member choir.

FInal Fantasy 13 T.T!
Its just amazing how creative they are :D Ive only fell in love with Final Fantasy this year so i was kinda outdated.
The one that attracted me was Final Fantasy Versus 13. There is also Final Fantasy XIII and Final Fantasy Agito XIII.

2009-08-21T22:45:00.000-07:00

I'm not feeling well.. .___.

Fight the bad feeling.

2009-08-21T04:27:00.000-07:00

eyyhoo!! :D!

Today was a surprisingly good day haha! :D Not wat i expected. Rho did 4 periods of sewing non-stop heh I was very very impatient. I think Pn. Lim saw it xD Oh well the machine was ____. heh Atleast i ALMOST finished up my kuilting I was wearing my mask the whole day cause its getting quite comfortable and i find it cool ;)

After school, Nina gave me a present from Australia! and OMG! it was freeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaking _________! i cant find a word for it xD I was expecting trinklets but it was a brown bag and a bookmark :D Thank you, dear! loves loves! You're soo thoughtful =)

May Yin, Natalie, Jo and i went to Subway ;D Been a long time since i went out heh I was suppose to go out with Shaun today but since extra class was cancelled, we didnt see the point. Nvm nvm next time ;)! After tapauing, May Yin and i went back first as my dear Natalie wanted to meet up with *enter name here* HAHAHA! May and i talked on the way heh. Babe, thanks! Reached school, ate omg it was delicious. Jo bought 2 large drinks haha xD as he knows i would probably steal his drink (which i did) he bought large lol! Thanks for thinking about how thristy i would be hahahaha! Nick and Wil came after tht. Talked to Wil after a looooong time haha xD Atleast now we can actually start a convo! Hopefully, it stays.

So yup, my day was nice :) Went back after tht. Straight to bed haha It was like a Final Fantasy dream haha ;D I think im still hooked to the graphics. It just so beautiful la! Joo Jin told me there is a special edition 3 epi of FFVII. Until he buys it and lends it to me, i have to wait TT. Or maybe this time ill buy it and lend it to him heh We'll see :)

I wanna eat popcorn. People were talking abt watching a movie while i stay at home safe and sound haha I mean im not fully complaining, i like home :) its peaceful. And in here, i get to cook! haha

I better hit the books now.

cao!

I fell in love with two guys :

LEE MIN HO! (Actor)

IS: What do you consider the most when looking at women?

Lee Min Ho: Her overall style and feeling is most important. Even if she is not beautiful, my heart can be pulled by a strong feeling that comes to me.

IS: Name a characteristic that you’re jealous of from each F4 member.

Lee Min Ho : Kim Beom’s small face, Kim Joon hyung’s big eyes, and Kim Hyun Joong’s white (pale) face. Still, overall, I’m the most……..

KIM HYUNG JOON (Singer)

I'm not hungry but i want to eat.

2009-08-13T21:10:00.000-07:00

*while watching boys before flowers*

*looking at them eating ramen*
swei: You want maggi mee?
swen: yeaa..
swei: tom yam or asam laksa?
swen: anything.
swei: *while walking out the door* we're pigs, jie!
swen: haha yea i know.

Its like a stoner moment but my sis and i felt like eating maggi mee after seeing them eating ramen xD

Just finished eating Goober : PeanutButter&Jelly from the jar (not the whole things laa!) haha Normally, you see depressed people eating it in the movies but im happy and ive been eating non-stop :) and i have no regrets there :D!
I didnt study much yesterday. Meaning.. it has to be hardcore today haha xD Been watching 24 (: got the adrenaline pumping heh
Learnt scales yesterday. Quite happy with my piano work heh i aint slacking no more!
Either than that life has been *no comment*
Sis and i are craving cake! fufu gonna go secret recipe :)
caocao!

Hawt!

2009-08-12T06:25:00.001-07:00

Katak di bawah tempurung.

2009-08-11T23:52:00.000-07:00

Eyhoo! :D
ive not been updating on my life lately eh? haha nothing much has happened. School closed down for a week. Its quite a good call for me cause i do more productive work at home heh :)
I dont feel like leaving home. It aint boring at all x)
I enjoy sleeping on my bed while watching boys before flowers, studying wtv i feel like studying, eating banana, chocolate and cornflakes on bread, talking on the phone whenever im free, drinking Starbucks, exercising and reading manga yeaap thats basically it ;)
Was asked to go for a few outings. Not sure which to go to and whether i want to go or allowed to go.
Following my sis to her uni :) going to help out with the cheerleading heh
i gotogo :)

Boys before flowers.

2009-08-09T00:38:00.000-07:00

Weren't times like this when you needed Geum Jan Di more?
And after I bring her back. What am I supposed to do? Now I cant promise her anything. That I'll make her laugh, "I'll make you happy so believe only in me" My confidence to say such things has disappeared. Being the child of that kind of person. Being a member of that kind of family. If I even hate it this much, then how do you think she'll feel? During that time, given what she went through, she probably detested it.
It's Geum Jan Di so it could be different.
Thats even more reason why I cant. Because its the woman i love. Thats why i cant even more now.
-Boys before flowers.

tehshaowei.com/shweilerons

A new start! ( What's new? )

Unbelievable it is :)

Nap Dream (:

Happy Father's Day to my one and only dad (:

Alien Eye & Hotel Pen.

Srong's & Chein Wee's Birthday Celebration (:

Happy Birthday, bro (:

How to cure Insomnia.

I was thinking about you.

Tattoo at hand.

We're in the house!

Just a dream.

We gotta stop thinking once in a while.

The Best Friend Post.

I wait for that day.

I have no time for you now.

Friendship might begin by getting picked,..

It makes life juicier but drinking the same juice all over again will make you want to puke.

iPhone pics + Edits .

Slacking with chocolate.

To be grateful for what you have.

Founder's Day.

What a great weekend.

Mom ;) *updated.

She's annoying but I love her.

twoisbetterthanone.

Carey&Swei :)

Twist it in the air like a mothertootin helicopter!

Too tired to fall asleep.

Arrival of Tears&Joy :)

My ex boyfriend, Srikl :)

You never had a flavour like this :9

Couples Retreat.

S K Y - pe : )!

The battle against Boredom continues..

I feel lovey dovey today.

Like fat girls in a room full of meat.

2010.

Happy New Years Eve!

Do, Re, Mi, Fa, So, Lagoooon ;D

Michwei;D

Life is Fun :D

I'm not your friend. I'm more.

Words are hints to get to know the heart, right? Feelings are what we sense.

To save herself from sleeping.

A tiny sliver.

The end justifies the means.

I kicked it but it came back.

Currently at a CC..

We don't need no test of friendship.

She tied you to her kitchen chair.

And we lived happily ever after.. PMR!

When you're put in a hard position.

PMR feelings?

Tearing pieces of paper.

Selamat Hari Raya ;D!

Burn that fire.

Perfect Girl Evolution.

Facebook!

The Addams Family. *snap snap*

Something you cannot erase.

両手に収まらない予感と痛みを噛み締めてた

Isnt that unjustified resentment through misunderstanding.

Love is like pastries, its not always sweet.

TEH SHAO WEI MADE IT! :D

Lacrimosa dies illa.

Its not the matter of not caring, its the matter of not giving a crap.

Those wings.. lend them to me as well.

Being rejected and denying the person are the things that are wrong.

I can feel your gravitational pull! *wink*

Swei + Sick = Double Kill!

Fight the bad feeling.

I'm not hungry but i want to eat.

Hawt!

Katak di bawah tempurung.

Boys before flowers.

The Addams Family. snap snap

I can feel your gravitational pull! wink